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THE  LAST  TWENTYONE  DAYS 


OF 


D.iNIEL    MANN 


I  CALLED  on  him  for  the  first  time  on  Friday  the  ISth 
of  November.  He  appeared  very  cheerful,  but  his 
ways  soon  convinced  rae  he  was  doing  all  in  his  power  to 
excite  himself  into  happy  feelings  to  drown  the  thought 
of  his  impending  execution. 

Upon  testing  him  a  little  as  to  the  ground  of  the  hope 
he  expressed  concerning  the  life  to  come,  I  soon  found  it 
to  be  his  thorough  repentance,  his  comparative  freedom 
from  evil  desires,  his  great  love  to  God,  &c.  He  thought 
surely  he  had  made  his  peace  with  God  since  he  had  so 
many  good  things  to  show. 

His  lips  talked  about  Jesus  and  His  love  very  nicely. 
He  repeated  some  of  God's  precious  promises,  but  evident- 
ly his  heart  was  so  intensely  occupied  with  self,  that  he 
could  grasp  no  meaning  in  those  promises. 

His  earnest  face,  however,  and  the  thoughtful  attention 
he  paid  to  what  I  said  to  him,  attracted  me  at  once.  I 
remembered  how,  four  years  before,  I  was  in  the  same 


4  THE  LAST  TWKNTY-ONE  DAYS  OP 

state — occupied  with  my  humility,  my  repentance,  my 
faith,  my  love — and  while  putting  on  a  cheerful  face  to 
make  myself  believe  I  possessed  that  happiness  which  I 
had  often  heard  belonged  to  a  man  at  peace  with  God, 
what  bitterness  and  anguish  lay  in  the  depth  of  my  soul. 
I  remembered  the  d:iy  when,  at  the  climax  of  misery,  some 
one  had  pointed  me  to  the  third  chapter  of  Romans,  how 
it  had  opened  Heaven  to  me — the  unutterable  deliverance 
it  put  me  into — and  I  burned  to  have  him  get  in  the  same 
place. 

I  told  him  nothing  he  could  do  could  save  him ;  neither 
his  repentance,  nor  his  love,  nor  looking  to  the  work  of 
the  Spirit  in  him,  could  give  him  peace  with  God.  "  You 
are  lost,"  I  said  :  "  you  are  dead  in  trespasses  and  sins — 
condemned  already— and  you  might  as  well  think  that 
weeping  and  promising  to  do  better  could  pnt  away  the 
sentence  pronounced  against  you  the  other  day  as  to  think 
your  repentance,  or  your  promises,  or  anything  from  yo//, 
can  move  the  curse  of  God's  eternal  law  which  now  hangs 
over  you,  as  well  as  over  every  soul  of  man  who  is  not 
saved.'* 

I  told  him  the  ofily  thing  which  could  meet  a  "  lost" 
man's  need  was  salvation — a  "  dead"  man  needed  li/e^  and 
a  "  condemned"  man  needed  mercy, 

I  declared  to  him  he  was  grievously  mistaken  if  he 
thought  he  had  made  his  peace  with  God.   lie  could  never 


THE  coNVKrr  daniki,  mann.  5 

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do  that.  **  What,  then,  must  I  do?"  said  he,  ui  a  half- 
stunned  way.  **  Read  there,"  eaid  l,and  my  finger  pointed 
to  Colossiaiis  1.  20:  "  Aftd  hfivlng  made  peace  through  the 
hloodof  His  cross  .  ,  .  ."  I  pointed  ap^ain  to  GulatianB  iii. 
13,  and  said,  "read  again  here!"  "Christ  hath  redeemed 
us  from  the  curse  of  tlie  law,  being  made  a  curse  for  us  .  .  ." 

I  then  besought  him  to  read,  thoughtfully  and  prayer- 
fully, the  third,  fourth,  and  fifth  chapters  of  Romans,  and 
commending  him  to  the  Lord,  who  alone,  I  knew,  could 
open  his  blinded  eyes,  I  left  him  in  his  lonely  cell. 

I  did  not  call  again  until  the  following  Tuesday,  NoV. 
22d.  The  Turnkey  at  the  entrance-door  told  me  one  of  the 
criminals  was  anxious  to  see  me  since  morning.  Without 
,  asking  which  of  tlic  two,  I  called  first  on  the  one  occupy- 
ing the  cell  nearest  the  entrance-door,  but  found  him  much 
as  before — more  occujued  with  the  actual  consequences  of 
his  crinu^  than  with  His  lu.^'i  condltioh  before  6rOf^— ready 
enough  to  pray  and  engage  in  devotional  exercises;  but 
comi>letely  blind  as  to  the  [/round  of  salvation. 

I  It'fl  him  much  downcast  in  my  spirit — full  of  that  de- 
jection which  often  makes  n\v  long  to  be  w^ith  Christ  when 
I  have  set  forth  a  Jinhhed  s<dn(dion  before  sinners,  and 
they  answer  me,  Pit  try  to  do  better  ;  and  I  had  well  nigh 
forgotten  the  Turnkey's  announcement,  when  Daniel 
Mann's  cell  being  opened  to  me  I  was  soon  reminded  of  it. 


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THE  LAST  TWENTY-ONK  DAYS  OP 


Sonively  had  I  taken  my  seat  on  the  wooden  bench  beside 
him  whon  he  said  to  rne :  "  J  longed  to  see  you." 

**  What  forV"  said  I. 

'*  Since  daylight  this  morning,"  said  he,  "  I  hav'nt  been 
able  to  jpray  ;  1  can  only  find  time  and  room  for^^rawe." 

*'  How  is  that?"  said  I — "  what  makes  you  so  happy?" 

''  You  rememoer,"  said  he,  '*  your  visit  to  rao  last  Friday, 
and  the  three  chapters  you  told  me  to  read  in  Romans? 
Well,  after  pondering  a  good  deal  on  what  you  had  told 
me,  and  which  sounded  so  differently  from  anything  I  had 
ever  licard,  1  read  them  over  and  over  again,  but  1  seemed 
to  get  more  and  Tuore  miserable.  All  day  Sunday,  and  all 
day  yesterday,  were  dark  and  gloomy.  1  felt  as  if  I  must 
surely  perish.  Last  night  I  could  not  close  my  eyes  a  sin- 
gle moment,  but  L  lav  on  my  cnueli  in  misery.  Oh  !  what 
misery  !  Suddenly,  wliile  in  my  <l('spair,  my  mind  was 
aiivsted  by  a  part  of  the  lillh  of  Koniaus — these  verses: 
*  For  when  we  were  vet  without  strtM«i»th  in  due  time 
Christ  died  t5i>r  the  ungodly.  For  scarcely  for  a  rigliteous 
man  will  one  die;  yet  pera<lvejituru  for  a  good  man  some 
w»)uld  even  dare  to  die.  But  (xod  commendeth  his  love 
toward  us,  in  that,  while  we  were  yet  sinners,  Christ  died 
for  us.'  O,  dear,  dear  sir,  need  I  tell  you  the  effect?  1 
jumped  to  my  feet.  I  praised  God  outright.  I  felt  like  a 
man  who  is  already  in  heaven.  I  saw  why  Jesus  was  on 
the  cross  crying  out  *  My  God,  my  God,  why  hast  thou 


THE     CONVICT  DAXIKI.  MANN.  7 

forsaken  nioV  I  understood  what  is  meant  by 'P  is  fin- 
ished.' 1  saw  God's  love  to  nie,  and  I  praised  and  praised 
and  praised  again.  I  saw  my  salvation  was  not  out  of  any 
thing  from  me,  but  out  of  CMnist's  HnisluMi  work  ;  so  1  cried 
out,  'O  glorious  thing  !  f  am  as  sure  of  my  salvation  now 
as  I  am  sure  Christ's  work  is  finished  :  yea,  was  finished 
over  1800  years  ago.     I  have  it,  I  have  it,  for  I  helleve.'^ 

At  he  spoke  his  earnest  face,  wet  with  tears,  looked  to 
me  like  the  face  of  an  atigel.  Tears  rolled  down  my  face 
too.  I  took  his  neck  in  mv  arms,  and  could  but  exclaim  : 
"  My  brother,  my  dearest  brother  !  we  shall  sing  together 
throughout  Paternity  the  value  of  the  blood  of  Jesus." 

Again  he  said  :  "  How  blind  I  have  been.  \  never  saw 
till  this  morning.  Till  then  my  eyes  were  altogether 
turned  inwardly — looking  within  to  see  something  that 
God  could  be  pleased  with  ;  but  since  this  morniniij  early 
my  eyes  are  turned  outwardh/  to  that  which  hai^  been  done 
for  me.  Till  this  mornino^  I  always  thouL^ht  what  f  had 
heard  many  say,  that  Christ  ha<l  done  His  part,  and  we 
must  do  ours  to  be  saved.  What  my  part  was,  however, 
I  never  could  ijet  any  one  to  tell  me  with  certaudf/^  and 
still  less  could  T  get  my  soid  to  tell  me.  I  had  the  Bible, 
but  I  did'nt  know^  where  to  begin.  I  was  told  f  must  re- 
pent, and  earnestly  and  prayerfully  I  went  at  it,  hMt  lu^ver 
had  the  certrinty  I  had  fully  satisfied  Go<l.  I  was  told  by 
many  to  be  very  earnest  in  prayer,  and  I  agonized   with 


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God  until  I  could  but  cry  out :  Lord,  if  I  mtst  go  to  hell, 
I'll  go  there  praying.  I  tried  every  way,  hut  there  was 
no  light.  Sometimes  I  tined  to  make  myself  believe  I  was 
harder  to  please  than  God,  and  comforted  myself  with  the 
thought,  that  when  I  got  there  I  would  find  Him  much 
less  severe  than  I  thought ;  but,  after  all,  all  was  darkness, 
and  the  chance  of  hell  for  the  world  to  come  was'nt  very 
frightful  to  me  compared  with  this  world.  Before  my 
trial  I  prayed  many  a  time  that  I  might  be  hanged,  but 
not  brought  back  to  the  Penitentiary.  But  this  morning, 
as  I  saw  my  salvation  M  finished — yes,  finished  by  the 
Lord  Jesxis — as  I  saw  1  was  justified  freely  by  God's  grace 
through  the  redoHiption  that  is  in  Christ  Jesus,  an  inde- 
scribable peace  took  hold  of  rae — all  was  bright.  I  saw 
at  once  I  now  had  the  key  to  the  Scriptures — the  Key  of 
Heaven  itself  The  face  of  God  was  now  visible  to  me — 
T  could  see  Him  smiling  on  me,  and  1  shouted  to  the  top  of 
my  voice :  This  is  the  true  light  that  cometh  from  Heaven/ 

"  Ah  !  talk  to  me  now  about  my  doim/  my  ^j>ar^,  and  I 
can  answer:  I've  been  doing  that  since  my  mother's  womb, 
and  here  is  the  sad  end  of  it !" 

Here  I  felt  in  my  heart  the  pang  which  crossed  his  own, 
and  I  Said  :  "  Yes,  you've  faithfully  finished  the  work  the 
devil  gave  you  to  do ;  but  hear  the  word  in  John  xvii.  4  : 
*  I  have  glorified  Thee  on  the  earth :  I  have  finished  the 
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What  work  was  that  which  the  Father  gave  Him  to  dO| 
and  which  He,  in  '  nticipation,  says  He  has  finished?" 

The  pang  was  gone.  His  dear  face  beamed  again.  The 
word  ^finished  was  enough  to  soothe  all  his  sorrows  now. 
It  made  him  laugh  with  delight  every  time  it  was  pro- 
nounced. We  knelt  and  praised  God  together  for  a  long 
while,  and  I  left  that  happiest  of  all  places  on  earth — a 
converted  criminars  cell. 

On  Friday,  November  25th,  I  called  again,  but  finding 
there  was  a  visitor  with  him,  I  told  the  Turnkey  I  would 
return  tho  next  day. 

Upc  turning  the  next  day,  I  found  him  anxiously  ex- 
pecting me.  The  Turnkey  had  told  him  I  was  coming, 
and  he  said  he  knew  he  would  have  another  feast. 

"  What  do  you  mean,"  said  I,  "  by  another  feast  ?  Arc 
you  so  fond  of  visitors  tliat  my  coming  should  be  a  feast 
to  you  ?" 

"  O,  no  sir,"  he  replied ;  "  of  course  I  love  you  very 
much.  I  can't  help  that,  for  you  are  the  one  whom  God 
has  used  to  show  me  the  way — Jlis  way  of  saving  sinners. 
It  is  what  you  point  me  to  thai  makes  the  feast.  You 
know  when  a  man  is  as  near  his  end  as  I  am  he  can't  be 
expected  to  take  much  comfort  from  any  thing  bnt  what 
Ood  has  said.  That  is  the  very  thing  which  first  drew 
me  to  you :  you  never  said  any  thing,  or  answered  auy 
thing,  without  referring  me  at  once  to  Serq^ture." 


,^y^  „...,... . 


10 


THK  LA6T  TWENTY-ONE  DAYS  OF 


■  ' 


n 


••  I  feel  exceedingly  happy,"  I  Bai'l,  "  when  I  sec  a  man 
whose  confiilenee  lies  alone  in  whi»t  the  Word  of  God 
teaches ;  for  I  know  this  is  not  the  work  of  Nature.  Jesu8 
Bays :  *  My  sheep  hear  my  voice,'  and  His  voice,  dearcBt 
soul,  being  heard  07ily  in  the  S<^nptures,  it  is  no  wonder 
you  care  for  nothing  but  that.  When  you  see  a  man  sat- 
isfied with  more  or  less  than  God*s  Word,  you  may  be  sure 
he  is  none  of  His  sheep.  Would  to  God  I  could  get  the 
whole  City  of  Kingston — if  it  were  only  those  who  profess, 
even — to  try  Xhrn  foundation  and  their  walk  by  the  W^ord 
of  God.  But,  alas!  when  they  find  their  position  untena- 
ablc  in  the  light  of  Scripture,  many  flee  behind  the  ram- 
parts of  their  creeds  or  opinions,  and  think  themselves 
safe  there." 

"That  is  very  sad,"  he  said.  "Oh!  how  I  wish  they 
would  all  with  one  accord  turn  to  the  Word  alone.    I  will 

not  cease  to  pray  for  this  wow  as  long  as  I  am  here 

But  tell  me,  why  <lid'nt  T  see  the  truth  sooner?  for  I  had 
been  in  the  same  distressed  state  of  mind  nearly  since  I 
was  retaken  in  July.  I  remember  one  night  the  sight  of 
my  sins  became  stich  that  I  cared  neither  for  my  narrow 
cell  nor  for  the  punishment  I  expected  in  this  world.  Ap- 
j>earing  before  God  in  such  a  condition  terrified  me,  so 
that  I  lay  all  night  curled  up  on  the  floor  crying  out :  '  O, 
God,  I  am  surely  doomed — there  can  be  no  hope  for  such 
a  wretch  as  1 1'    It  was  the  first  time  in  my  life  I  knew 


II 


THK  CONVICT  DANIKL  klANX. 


n 


what  conviction  of  sin  is.  1  had  already  before  wlbhed 
imicli  to  be  a  Christian,  and,  to  attain  my  wish,  iiad  eu- 
doavored  to  lead  a  better  life.  For  quite  a  while  in  the 
I'enitentiary  I  8toj)ped  stealing  altogether,  and  refused  to 
join  in  the  wickedness  of  luy  fellows,  until,  overcome 
again,  I  made  up  my  mind  it  was  of  no  use  trying  to  be  a 
Christian  in  such  a  place:  but  now  it  was  no  more  trying 
or  wanting  to  reform — it  was  a  burning  within — a  tossing 
up  and  down — an  unaccountable  anguish,  which  made  me 
think  of  liell — a  place  where  a  man  craves  for  death  and 
can't  get  it.  Well,  I  was  regularly  visited,  and  portions 
of  Scripture  read  to  me,  but  to  no  avail  whatever.  Look* 
ing  to  the  clergymen  for  help— as  I  supposed  them  endow- 
ed with  special  power — I  often  felt  bitter  against  them, 
not  getting  the  relief  I  expected  from  them,  and  which  I 
thought  they  had  it  in  their  power  to  give  me.*  I  have 
no  doubt  now  the  fault  was  mostly  mine;  but,  tell  me,  why 
did'nt  I  see  the  Truth  sooner  ?'' 

"  First  of  all,"  I  answered,  "  God's  time  is  the  best  time. 
Had  you  found  *  peace  in  believing'  before  your  trial,  it 
would  have  been  very  ditferent  from  what  it  was.     You 


^  l8  there  not  an  awful  responsibility  reBtiufi^  on  that  body  called 
the  clei'gy,  which  has  assumed  a  place  of  Priesthood,  thereby  leading;^ 
precious  souls  to  look  to  them  for  hdp  f    Did  tl»e  ministry  of  th» 
Gospel  keep  its  place  of  $ermtudi,  hoxxIb  would  not  have  the  excusa 
they  now  have, 


n 


THR  LAST  TWENTY-ONE  DAYS  OF 


would  not  have  pleaded  *  not  guilty,'  which  was  a  lie :  you 
would  not  have  needed  lawyers  to  talk  for  you  and  color 
things;  but  you  would  frankly,  openly,  and  truthfully 
have  stated  things  as  they  were.  The  truth  thus  spoken 
has  great  eiFect  on  men's  hearts.  They  might  have  seen 
your  real  intention  was  to  disable  the  guard — not  to  kill 
him — so  as  to  effect  your  escape.  You  might  have  been 
sent  back  to  the  Penitentiary  for  life,  whilst  God  can  glo* 
rify  Himself  most  in  this  way.  And  remember,  now  that 
— since  you  believe— the  question  of  your  salvation  is  eter- 
nally settled,  God  expects  you  to  have  only  Ifis  glory  at 
heart  See  2  Cor.  v.  15  :  *  And  that  He  died  for  all,  that 
they  which  live  should  not  henceforth  live  unto  themselves, 
but  unto  Him  which  died  for  them,  and  rose  again.* 

**  Secondly,  how  can  a  man  tell  another  the  way  to  a 
certain  place  ?"  I  asked  him. 

"  Of  course,  he  must  know  it  himself,"  he  said. 

"Truly,"  I  answered,  "  and  before  a  man  can  preach 
Christ  he  must  know  Christ — have  Christ.  Mark,  I  do  not 
Bay  before  he  can  preach,  but  before  he  can  preach  Christ, 
A  man  may  preach  all  his  life,  and  preach  with  such  elo- 
quence that  not  an  eye  could  be  dry,  and  yet  not  preach 
Christ,  A  well-informed  mind,  a  sentimental  imagination 
and  a  good  flow  of  language,  is  all  a  man  needs  to  make  a 
popular  preacher ;  but  to  preach  Christ  a  man  must  be  con- 
verted— he  must  be  born  again.     You  could  pi^each  Chriat 


THE  CONVICT  DANIEL  MANN. 


It 


now  :  you've  passed  through  God's  school.  Tho  first  clapfi 
was  that  night  when  you  curled  up  on  the  floor  of  your 
cell.  You  were  in  the  second  when  I  found  you — that  is, 
trying  to  repent,  and  to  pray,  and  sing  yourself  to  Heaven 
— doing  like  the  woman  who  had  an  issue  of  blood,  and 
tried  all  sorts  of  physicians  without  growing  any  better, 
*  but  rather  grew  worse.'  You  passed  through  the  third 
last  Tuesday  morning,  and  you're  a  graduate.  The  *best 
robe'  covers  you.  With  the  touch  of  f;dth  you  touched 
the  hem  of  His  garment,  and  then  and  there  you  were, 
like  her,  *  immediately  healecV  Could'nt  you  tell  others 
now  the  way  to  be  saved  ?" 

**  Why,  sir,  that's  all  I  can  talk  about  to  the  Turnkey, 
and  to  poor  dear  Deacon,  when  we  get  together  for  change 
of  cells.  I  can't  think  about  any  thing  else  now,  and 
though  some  may  look  upon  it  as  presumption,  from  the 
abundance  of  my  heart  my  mouth  must  speak." 

"There  is  also  another  thing  I  must  tell  you,  to  answer 
your  question  fully :  Dear,  earnest  souls,  really  converted 
men  may  be  very  zealous  in  advising  and  trying  to  teach 
others  without  helping  them  at  all,  and  the  reason  is  this ; 
They  have  never  learned  to  make  the  difference  which 
God's  Word  makes  concerning  the  relative  position  of  6^- 
lievers  and  unbelievers  /  therefore  they  will  apply  to  a  be- 
liever what  belongs  to  an  unbeliever,  and  vice  versa — so 
that  confusion  must  ever  prevail  in  the  advised  person's 


u 


TIIK  I^AftT  TWENTY-OKK  PAYS  OF 


tniad.  God's  Word  calls  believers  *  SaiiitH/  and  all  tho 
rest  *  Sinneiu'     Sinners  are  described  in  1  Cor.  vi.  9,  10: 

*  Know  ye  not  that  the  unrighteous  hhall  not  inherit  the 
Kingdom  of  God  ?  Be  not  deceived — neither  fornicators, 
nor  idolaters,  nor  adulterers,  nor  cifeminate,  nor  abusers  of 
themselves  with  mankind,  nor  thieves,  nor  covetous,  nor 
drunkards,  nor  revilers,  nor  extortioners,  shall  inherit  the 
Kingdom  of  God.'   Saints  are  described  in  the  next  verse : 

*  And  such  were  some  of  you — but  ye  ark  washed,  but  ye 
ARE  sanctified,  but  ye  ark  justified  in  the  name  of  the 
Lord  JesuSy  a?id  by  the  Spirit  of  our  God.''  God's  Word 
speaks  to  these  as  to  men  who  are  saved  ;  to  those  as  t^ 
men  who  are  lost ;  and  unless  that  distinction  is  strictly 
adhered  to  the  state  of  things  is  seen  which  is  mentioned 
in  Ezekiel  xiii.  22  :  * .  .  .  with  lies  ye  have  made  the  heart 
of  the  righteous  sad^  whom  I  have  not  made  sad ;  and 
strengthened  the  hands  of  the  wicked^  that  he  should  not 
return  from  his  wicked  way,  by  promising  him  life.' " 

A  flood  of  light  was  pounng  in  the  precious  soul. 

"  Then,"  said  he,  "  I  can  confidently  take  my  place 
among  God's  children  now,  for  I  do  believe^  and  the  Spirit 
of  God  bears  witness  with  my  own  spiiit  that  I  am  a  child 
of  God.  I  know  I  have  eternal  life.  It  is  the  gift  of  God 
through  Jesus  Christ,  and  I  have  it  by  faith." 

"Yes,"  I  said  ;  "  having  seen,  by  faith,  the  *  eternal  re- 
demjuou  which  Christ  has  obtaiaed  iox  ug'  (Hcb.  ix.  1^); 


TUR  CONA'ICT  DAJSTIEL  MANN. 


15 


having  fieen,  hy  faith,  that  lie  haft,  *  hy  himself  nuvj^ed  our 
sins'  (Heb.  i.  3),  you  may  be  as  sure  of  your  salvation  as  if 
you  wei*e  already  in  ITeavou.  God's  Word  is  as  good  as 
His  deed.  *  You  are  complete  in  Him,'  is  His  dedaration, 
in  Col.  ii.  10,  to  every  believer:  only  your  assurance  now 
must  be  hy  faith,  whilst  in  Heaven  it  will  b')  by  sif/ht.^'' 

He  said  he  had  been  in  trouble  in  leading  the  third  of  1 
Corinthians.  He  eould  not  comprehend  about  the  works 
of  a  man  being  burned  and  himself  saved  as  b}'  fire,  but 
now  he  saw  through  it:  The  man  who  was  on  the  founda- 
tion was  a  saved  inau^  and  if  he  worked  for  God  he  would 
receive  a  reward  for  his  faithfulness  ;  but  if  he  did'nt  work 
for  God,  he  would  get  no  reward,  but  only  be  saved  as  a 
man  out  of  a  fire — ^^just  with  his  life. 

**  Ah  !"  he  said,  "  would'nt  it  be  sweet,  if  life  were  mine 
again,  to  live  for  God  now  in  every  thing  !" 

I  felt  glad  to  see  he  had  grasped  the  difference  l)iitween 
the  eternal  security  of  every  true  believer  an<l  his  daily  re- 
sponsibility, as  a  heliever^  to  (xod.  Knowing  that  his  sal- 
vation is  secure  through  Christ's  finished  work — that  there 
is  no  more  condemnation  for  him — the  believer  is  apt  to 
stumble  at  such  a  passage  as  2  Cor.  v.  10,  unless  he  liave 
learned  about  his  responsibility  for  his  workSy  for  which  he 
will  have  to  appear  in  judgment.*  As  soon  as  he  sees  that 
it  is  no  more  the  question  of  his  salvation  which  is  to  be 
raised,  but  that  of  his  works^  from  the  time  of  his  conver- 


Id 


TUB  LAST  TWENTY-ONK  DAYS  OF 


Bion,  his  soul  abides  in  perfect  peace  in  llie  assurance  of 
salvation,  Avhilst  his  conscience  tin<ls  no  satisfaction  until 
lie  forsakes  every  thing  which  is  displeasing  to  the  Lord, 
and  walks  in  every  thing,  as  far  as  he  knows,  which  is  to 
His  glory. 

This  result  I  at  once  perceived  in  Daniel  Mann,  by  his 
peaceful  expression:  "Ah  I  would'nt  it  be  sweet,  if  life 
were  mine  again,  to  live  for  God  now  in  every  thing  !" 

"  Would  you  like  to  have  life  given  to  you  again  V"  I 
said. 

"  I  really  could  not  choose,"  said  he.  "  The  only  thing 
that  could  now  bind  me  to  earth  is  what  I  have  just  said, 
but  on  the  other  hand  I  have  often  wished  since  you  were 
here  last  that  I  miojht  not  have  so  lonij  to  wait  till  I  see 
Jesus  face  to  face.  The  evening  and  night  after  your  visit 
I  was  especially  happy.  I  had  caught  new  views  of  the 
face  of  God  and  I  felt  so  happy  that  I  wished  they  might 
have  allowed  mo  to  go  to  the  scaffold  then." 

On  Lord's-day,  Nov.  27th,  he  pressed  the  Turnkey  to  go 
to  the  preaching  of  the  Gospel  at  the  City  Hall,  saying  that 
if  he  were  free  that  was  where  he  would  go.  The  Turn- 
key said  he  would  go  if  he  could,  but  something  prevent- 
ing him,  he  did  not  go  in  the  afternoon.  When  time  for 
evening  meeting  came  he  pressed  him  again.  So  he  came, 
and  as  he  walked  home  with  me  after  meeting,  he  said 
nothing  was  more  affecting  than  to  see  Daniel  Mann  preach- 


'I  HE  CONVKT  DAN'IKI,  MANX. 


17 


in<r  to  his  follow  crirninnl  in  tlie  fiiornint;. 


a 


u 


!inv 


ImhI 


y 


^^ 


c.'iti  do  Deacon  ;niy  j^oorr'  h(»  s;ii<l,  *'  it's  \f:nm  ;  li"  talks 
like  a  man  wlio  knows  Avhat  Ik*  is  abont  anil  wIutc  to  jnit 
conHdonco,  an<l  lie  in'cnclics  to  nic  also  in  yuch  a  way  that 
it  stirs  nu'  all  up 

[  licanl  afterward  that  on  one  occasion  tin*  'Punikcv  had 
'spoken  to  tin*  cti'cct   that  he  was  not   as  li'rcat   a  sinner  as 

in<'   others,  upon   which  Mann  answered,  **  lie  that  bc- 


■:( » 


lie\'eth  not    is  c<)nd(',hin(fl  (drauh/*'' 

On  iMonda  V,  Xov.  2H,  \  tound  hitn  — 1«>  usehisown  words 


(i 


rest  in  IT"  in  the  tinislied  work  ofmv  Tjud, 


<i 


II 


e  was  ex- 


•erdinixly  occupie<l  with  E]>hesi;ins  ii.  :',  especially  the  last 


u 


<lausc 
as  others 


and  wc!*c  h\  nature  the  children  ol' wrath,  even 


5^ 


U 


1  see  [daiidy,  *'  he  sai<I,  "that  without  one  sIul^Ic  ci'iine 
I  was  lost,  //y  Jutture  a,  chihl  of  wrath,  unfit  hv  iiiv  vcrv 
//'///^r<// condition  to  dwell  with  (lod,  an<l  --ui'ely  if  on  ac- 
''ountofinv  very  }Kftnrf  \  was  lost,  what,  was  I  with  all 
mv  sins  ami  my  crimes!  r>ut  O,  the  hh)0(l^  \}\k'  hh)n<f  nf 
JrfiHs.  it  cleanselh  fVoni  all  sin  I     I  see  now  what  ihnt  means 

I  S(M'  the  whole 


ill  Uomans  ni 


U   rv 


w 


(MH'    is    Hn     f//^/^/'C//fV 


\\<>i-ld  is  lost,  the  most  moral  as  the  most  imnio]*al,  all 
:ilike  lost,  and  no  better  oil*  than  1  am  befoie  (i<mI,  nrdess 
thes'  too  rest  in  fhr  fin!sti<<!  work  of  ('hr'iat.  Oil  !  lain 
afiaid  there  are  thousjinds  who  pit  v  nu' this  day  while  they 
are  really  objects  of  my   deep   pitv,  for  I  fear  they   think 


I    .  IJ.I  I  .  I  p  ■ 


18 


TIIK  LAST  TWENl  Y-ONK  DAYS  01' 


i  1 
I'.  > 


llwit  tliey  are  not  as  iictMly  of  Christ  as  T  am,  not  having 
run  to  siicli  excesses." 

After  a  good  while  of  sweet  fellowship  together,  during 
which  I  coidd  see  the  wonderful  pi'ogress  he  was  making 
in  the  knowledge  of  Christ,  he  said,  hesitatingly  :  "  I  beg 
your  pardon  for  taking  such  freedom,  but  i)lease  tell  me 
how  you  live,  since  you  belong  to  no  sect.  There  was  a 
irood  deal  of  talk  amono*  the  men  at  the  Penitentiary  about 
vou  and  those  who  came  before  vou  in  the  same  way,  and 
some  said  you  were  all  the  sons  of  noblemen,  or  very 
wealthy  men,  who  provided  you  with  all  you  needed,  so 
that  you  did  not  need  to  put  yourselves  in  tlie  hands  of  a 
society." 

'*^  We  are  all  the  sons  of  the  King  of  kings  and  the  ser- 
vants of  the  Lord  of  lords,'"*  I  said,  "and  He  is  not  to  us 
a  (to«1  afar  off,  but  a  Fdt/tcr  who  knows  we  have  need  of 
food  ami  clothing  for  our  bodies  as  we  had  need  of  salva- 
tion for  our  souls.  If  we  served  a  society,  we  wo\dd  rely 
on  that  society"'s  }»ledge  to  )>rovide  us  with  our  need,  and 
surely  (mkVs  plerlge  to  provide  them  that  serve  llun  is  no 
less  trustworthy.  Surely  no  society  has  ever  yet  counted 
the  hairs  of  one  oi'  its  laborers,  but  our  Father  has  counted 
every  one  of  ours,  xunX  proves  it  to  us  by  ITis  care  of  the 
sparrows  and  the  lilies. 

"  Have  the  sparrows  and  the  lilies  any  care  ?  Do  they  lay 
up  for  the  futuie  ?  Do  they  make  piovision  for  the  flesh  ? 


THE  CONVUT  DANIEL  MANN. 


to 


Well,  it  is  the  blet^sod  j)rivilei:;;e  of  every  riiMii  who  known 
\\v  is  serving  tho  LordUt  be  as  Iree  from  eare  as  tliev  are, 
and  to  go  about  everywhere  in  the  lull  assuranee  that  they 
who  preaeh  the  (rospel  shall  live  of  tiu*  (lospel  ! 

On  this  ground  they  who  have  wealth  of  their  own  re- 
fusi'  to  leceive  anv  thinix,  and  thcv  who  luivo  nothiiej:  sin)- 
|)ly  trust  (fod,  as  the  hus])andinan  trusts  (Jod  for  rain  when 
he  sow  s  his  seed.     Ood  moves  the  heart  of  whom   He  will 


to  ti'ive  ;is  w 


hat 


we  nee( 


I 


am 


am 


1  tl 


le  eo 


Id 


WUH 


1     bl. 


th 


\   it;  at   t 
•I 


imes,  we  are  s 


hort 


ows  throULih   oui'  worn   < 


lotl 


les,  we 


wait  patiently  on  Ilim,  knowing  a  Father  never  tries  a 
dear  ehilil  without  a  ])urj)ose.  Thus  I  can  thank  my  Fatlier 
for  these  slioes  I  have  on,  for  my  eoat,  for  every  urtiele  I 
wear  and  every  ])ieee  of  bi'ead  I  and  my  lamilv  eat.  Oh  ! 
I  assure  you,  givinii'  (Jod  thanks  every  tinu'  we  set  down 
It)  eat,  is  lU)  vain  form  in  sueh  a  lite  as  tlii: 


;k 


31 


y  purpose  is  served,     >ai(l   lu 


1. 


d  li 


tl 


15 


u*   reaxui    w 


hv    I 


ni 


inle  bold  to  a>k  you  this  (piesli(jn  is,  that  I  have  seen  late- 
ly, in  reading  the  Scriptures,  how  the  |U'omises  for  tlu^ 
life  whieli  now  is  abound  aniomr  those  f)r  the  life  which  is 
to  come,  and  it  struck  me  as  beiiej;  oidv  ^'tntsisteHt  in  a 
1  wdio  believes  the  foi-mer  to  believe  also  the  latter." 
Exactly  so,''  I  said  ;  *^  therelbre  I  atlirm  tliat  a  man  who 
cannot  thus  trust  God  implicitly  has  no  business  co  jjreteiid 
to  serve  Ilu/c  ;  he  should  go  to  work  with  his  own  hands 
for  his  bread.     Want  of  faith  in  (iod,  is  what  m*cessitates 


mai 


20 


THE  LAST  'IVVKNTV-ONE  DAYS  OF 


all  tlie  existing  niacliiiuM-y  (or  i^ettiii:^  money,  iiiul  what 
builds  up  sects;  for  before  a  sect  will  su])port  a  man  be 
must  pledge  liimseli'  to  build  It  \\\)  exclusively,  while  the 
man  who  trusts  God  can,  without  iear,  go  from  (he  east  to 
the  west,  from  the  north  to  the  south,  among  fiiends  or 
strangers,  building  u[)  the  Body  of  Christ — the  Church  <)f 
the  Living  God  !'' 


"  Of  a  truth  that  is  serving  God  and  ettjoifUif/  (Tod,*"* 
said  he,  as  deliuht  fairly  trashed  from  Ids  eves.  "  You  are 
already,  in  this  life,  in  tlu*  subui-bs  ol'the  City  of  God.  If 
life  were  mine  again,  would'Jit  it  be  sweet  to  sjKMid  it  in 


that 


wa 


y 


V 


*'  You  would  iind  it  unspeakably  sweet  to  the  spirit,''  1 
replied,  *'  but  olten  very  bitter  to  the  ilesh.  A  man,  to  fol- 
low Clirist,  must  renounce  Jili)iself\  and  the  iiesh  loves  self 


amazinii 


y 


?5 


On  Tju'sday,  Deceinber  1st,  as  T  came  in  his  cell,  he  said 
lie  was  jnst  ihinking  of  me  —  wishing  \  might  come.     The 
sweet  cahu  of  his  face   was  the  same,  but  liis  heart   often 
swelle<l  unaccountahlv,  as  if  it  would  burst. 
.    "  Does  S;it:in  assail  vou  with  doid)ts  V''  1  asked. 

*'  O,  no,''  he  replie^l  ;  ''  f  have  not  liail  a  shadow  of  doubt 
ce  I  saw  the  linished  woi-k  of  Chi-ist.     i  know  that  is  as 


Rin 


well  finished  as  mine. 


I  know   my   redem))tio!\  is  as  sure 


and  everlasting,  hi/  His  work,  as  my  damnation  was  sure 
ami  everlasting  bv  my  work.     Tlie  fruit  oi*  mv  work  was 


Till!:  ooWKrr  hantkl  Mann, 


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(le.'illi  to  ilini,  Init  tlie  tViiit  of  His  is  life — Kt(M-iutl  Life — 
to  ine,  thanks  \)e  to  God  for  l'\  (.miikum  I  How  cjiii  T  ever 
sink,  resting;*  upon  SJicli  :i  roi;k  ?  l>ut,  I  siippose,  njy  sor* 
row  is  the  lirirvest  oiu-  inn^t  inevitably  reap  from  what  ho 
has  sown.  To  die  is  o.iin — Lireat  Ljain  to  nie  now — 1>nt  I 
cannot  sini»-  like  Paul  ami  Silas:  Thev  were  i*eai>in''-  t)ie 
fruit  of  faitliful  service  to  (io'l,  whilst  1  am  ri.'apinLj:  the 
fruit  of  faithful  service  to  the  devil."'' 

lie  asked  nie  sonn-  explanation  on  the  seventh  chapter 
of  Ivonians,  which  he  had  been  readiuiji;. 

I  told  him  that,  from  the  rdh  verse,  it  w.x^  the  ex[)erienee 
of  a  man  who,  hiwlwj:  Jorf/ineness  of  sins  throUL>;h  faitli  in 
the  hlood  of  Jesus,  is  learnini:;  what  .s'///  is.  "Such  is  mafi," 
I  said  ;  "  Hi*  st maples  rniujhiily  to  make  conipensati<^n  to 
<.Jod  f(jrthe  sins  he  has  done,  until,  lindinir  no  peace  in  any 
thing  lie  ean  <lo,  lie  falls  on  what  Christ  has  done,  and 
fmds  peace.  It's  terribly  humiliating'  to  be  saved  by  wliat 
another  has  done  for  you,  esj^eeially  vx'hen  such  an  one  is 
the  Son  of  (lod  ;  but  humiliatiiui  is  better  tlian  damnation, 
and  the  j'oor,  weai*y,  proud  sinner.  yiehN.  This  part  you 
know.  But  he  has  not  yet  rt  ached  the  end  of  his  humilia- 
tion.  When  the  intensity  of  his  delight  in  havini;  found 
tbrgiveness  «)f  sins  is  past  a  little,  he  thids  that,  in  spite 
of  forgiveness — in  sjfite  of  his  craving  desire  to  })leaHo 
<iod — of  iiis  <iisinlerest(:d  lv)ve  to  the  Ijord  Jesus — of  his 
lustinuj  an<l  r)ravinir — theiv  is  Homethin<r  in  him  which   he 


■1 


22 


TIIK   I.A.ST  TWENTY-ONE   DA  VS  OP 


bitterly  liatcp,  and  whicli  }ie  eaiiiiot  '^at  rid  of.  Tie  is  in 
|»raycr,  liaviiig  a  sweet  time  with  God,  when,  suddenly, 
this  thinij^  he  hates  brinc:^  in  his  thouurhts  soniethin<j:  either 
so  sinful  or  so  foreign  to  eonun union  with  God,  that  the 
sweetness  is  broken. 

If  he  is  sin<i;inLC  somc^  ineeious  livmn,  and  makinu:  melo- 
dv  in  his  heart  to  God,  in  a  t wibkle  he  (matches  liiniself 
niakin<»-  nmsie  with  his  lii)s,  while  his  heart  is  busy  with 
any  thing  l)nt  the  praise  found  in  the  words  he  sings.  If 
he  walks  alone,  now  and  then  he  awakes  to  the  sad  thought 
that,  instrad  of  feeding  on  the  Mamui  he  has  been  thinking 
about  'the  eneunibers,  and  the  mcdons,  and  tlie  leeks,  and 
the  onions,  and  the  garli<-'  of  Iv4V[>t.  If  lie  is  among  men, 
lie  finds  the  same  annovanee  in  his  dealiiiixs  with  them — 
the  wrong  is  always  f<f(f/(/esf(wl  i'wn  when  he  is  doimj  the 
right,  In  a  woinI,  he  is  harassed  by  this  so  nineh  that, 
until  he  knows  what  it  is,  and  where  (io<l  places  it,  he  can 
not  ha^'e  sciiUA  peaee. 

This  thing,  then,  whieh  he  hates,  is  what  (Jod  calls  Hhe 
flesh.' — Itead  verse  5.     The  aimovances  I  have  mentioned 
He  calls  '  the  nioth^ns  ofshis.'^ — Read  verse  5  again.     The 
distress  experienced  and  ex|)ressed  by  the  cry,  '  O  ^cretch 
ed  /nan  that  /  <^^///,' comes   by  applying  '  ^At:  knr^  to  the 


flesh. — Read  once 


•omes 
moi 


erse  ;>. 


The  law  thunders  out 


from  Sinai,  with  its  divine,  cursing  power, '  Thou  shalt  not 
lusty  but  the  flcwsh,  after  man's  vain  struggles  to  obey  it, 


TME  OONVirr  DAXIKL  MANK. 


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compols  liiin  to  aiiswiT  l)at'k, '  it  /.s'  not  subject  to  the  law  of 
God^  xEiTiiKii  TNDEKi)  (AX  HK.'  Ah!  sjiys  Go<l,  at  this 
iijiictiiro,  vou  have  <n)\  just  vvIkm'o  T  wanted  voii.  Your 
Htriigglos  to  make  the  Hesli  better  lias  been  as  vain  as  your 
efforts  to  make  compensation  for  your  sins  :  you  are  luim- 
bled  enouL^h  to  listen  to  Me  now.  Well,  hedmnd  find  full 
deliverance  :  '  You  are  not  utnk'r  law  mr  under  ghack.' 
(Horn.  vi.  14).     Pause  a  moment,  and  just  think. 

"  Hear  a^ain  :  '  Ve  also  are  become  dead  to  the  law  by  the 
body  of  Christy  that  ye  should  be  marritd  t<*  another,  even 
to  Him  who  is  raised  from,  the  dead"* — (Romans  vii.  4). 
Hear  again — O  !  hear  this  :  *  Ye  are  N(rr  in  thk  flesij,  but 
in  the  iSpirit.'' — (Koni.  viii.  9) — so  that  now  it  is  the  glori- 
ous privilege  of  every  true  believer  to'iiECKON  himself 
dead  indeed  u /do  w//v,  but  alive  unto  God  through  Jesus 
(Jhristour  Lord P — (Kom.  vi.  11).  And  now  hear  the  cli- 
max::  ''For  VE  ake  dead,  ami  your  life  ishidirith  Christ 
in  God,  When.  Christ,,  our  ///r,  shall  <ii)pear,^  then  shall 
ye  rdso  apjy.ar  'With  Hint  in  ylory.'' — (Co!,  iii.  *],  4)." 

Thank  (Jod !   thaid<   (^od  !"  he  exclaimed,   "to  have 


U  rp 


sent  a  man  to  Kingston  to  [)oint  me  to  such  amazing  love 
and  grace.     These  j)assages  have  shown  me  more  of  what 


n 


ly  soul  already  aj)|)rehende<l.  It  a{»pears  to  me  as  if  I 
were  no  more  in  existence,  but,  as  it  were,  living  in  anoth- 
er, and  continuallv  repeating  to  llim  what,  on  the  cross, 
He  did  for  me." 


jliyi  il,Mm  1.1. 


■II'  x.i.i  wH 


il 


24 


IHK   LAST  TWKNTY-ONK   DAYS  OF 


"Oh!''  lui  a<1(li'(l,  ns  he  sqncezefl  the  Book  aG^ninst  liis 
bosom,  "  I  feel  som('tir^('^J  like  OHti.iLC  it,  such  is  my  cravinir 
to  ijethohl  of  its  bh'Sso<l  coiitcnts.'' 

The  intense  aftection  Avliicli  was  settliiiix  in  inv  bosom 
for  that  man  cannot  be  told.  I  had  been  }>reaehino'  in 
Kingston  live  months,  \\\v  times  a  week,  and  teaeliing 
Heekimx  s(nds  from  lionse  tolionse  besides,  and  yet  but  few 
(]i<l  I  kr»(>\v  who,  in  all  that  time,  had  made  tlie  proi^ress 
lie  had  made  sinci*  he  had  found  'M)eaee  in  believinir." 

I  saw  in  liim  what  [  alretidv  believed  that  the  reason 
why  {)<'(rj)h'  \\hn  kiiv;\v  Chri'^t  are  so  slow  in  oi-owinrr  ;-iih\ 
walkinii' in  1  lim  is  because  thcv  are  not  free  fi'oni  *' seek- 
ing  lionor  une  of  anotlxT."  /Ag  eared  fof  man  no  moi"e  ; 
liis  ear  was  o|)en  to  (uu\  <ib.»Hf\  and  tlu^  stiidcs  In*  made 
were  wondei'fid. 

Uetold  me  lie  \\  as  not  satisfied  m  itli  the  //•//V/^M)a[»tism 
lie  had  reeeiv(>d.  He  <  r-uld  >ee  rtidy  ^)f //V /v /•••?  baotism  in 
S<'i ijit ni'e,  and  iiial  by  iinmersicri.  Ife  wished  me  to  b;ij)- 
ti>:e  liini.  which  f  uKidiy  di<]  iii  the  lai'^:'  orison  tub.  lie 
als«>  asked  me  if  I  would  be  with  him  at  liis  execution.  It 
would  be  the  la*-!  kindn(ss  I  eeidd  ^\(^  him  on  earth,  and  I 
said  Yes,  tlMMiuli   (  felt  (b)ubtful  of  ruY  ability  to  lu-ar  it.' 

On  Thursday.  Dec.  .')d,  I  called  a^ain.  Tliat  coll  inside 
fhj,««e  (lark  waJls  was  now  the  most  attractiYO  |>lace  to  me 
Ofi  en  A\^  and  1  felt  tliankiul  to  the  Lord  tor  the  kitulnesy  of 
the  rtuthoritiee  in  allowing  me  to  go  in  as  often  as  I  pleased. 


iiiiMitti 


THE  COWICT  PANIEL  My\NX. 


His  inotlu'i*  was  with  liim  when  I  came,  so  1  sent  a  word 
askiip_c  ^i^^i  it' I  should  go  away  and  return  after  a  while. 
He  answered  he  was  the  more  anxious  to  liave  mo  come 
in,  ns  he  longed  to  ]»ave  his  mcjlher  see  what  he  saw,  and 
I  miglit  be  able  to  set  tlie  (Gospel  before  her  more  clearly 
tlnin  lie  eonld.  I  gladly  went  in,  and,  while  I  was  setting 
before  her  the  tinished  rcMlemption  which  is  in  Christ  Jesus, 
lie  broke  out.  unable  any  lomxer  to  hold  the  *'  rivers  of  llv- 
ing  water'  which  lilled  him.  and  said  :  '*  Yes,  mother,  it's 
allfinlsJu'.d--idlduiie;  and  since  then  the  veil  of  lieaven 
has  been  rent  in  twain,  and  such  sinners  as  we  are,  heliev- 
itxj^  can  have  boldness  to  enter  in  by  the  blood  of  Jesus. 
When  I  came  in  tins  prison,  thi'ce  weeks  ago,  mother,  I 
only  knew  one  passage  in  the  whole  l^ook  which  could 
give  me  any  ho]»e  at  all.  That  Avas  in  Timothy:  'This  is 
a  faithful  saying,  and  worthy  of  all  acceptntion,  that  Chi'ist 
Jesus  came  into  the  world  t(»  snve  sinners:  of  whom  1  am 
(hief '  I  would  i-epeat  that  ]>assage  to  myself,  and  say — 
then  there  is  ln)pe  for  me;  I  need  not  despair.  But  I 
thomxht  I  stood  a  chance  only  at  death.  If,  durluij:  the 
time  I  had  yet  to  live,  I,' in  some  way — I  could  not  tell — 
became  good,  I  would  stand  a  good  ehance  wIkmi  I  died. 
But,  O  mother,  it  lajirnshed — all  finished  !  '  All  we  like 
slieep  have  gone  astray  ;  we  ha\('  turned  every  one  to  his 
own  way;  and  the  Lord  has  laid  o?i  Jlbu  the  itifquity  of 
>is  allP     Mother,  the  iniqnlty  of  us  all  was  laid  on  Him — 


26 


THK  LAST  TWENTY-ONK  DAYS  OF 


I    I 


on  JoFUs — more  than  1800  years  ago.  Our  salvation  is 
fifiished  e\er  since,  and  Jesus  since  tlien  has  been  sitting 
at  God's  right  hand  to  enjoy  the  sight  of  believing  sinners. 
Mother,  as  sure  as  Christ  sits  at  God's  right  hand,  so  sure 
am  I  that  I  am  saved,  and  that  I  shall  be  with  Him  in  a 
few  days." 

His  mother  wept  bitterly.  P^specially  when  she  left  him 
she  could  not  control  her  sobs,  but  he  comforted  her  to  the 
last,  saying :  "  Mother,  I  never  was  any  comfort  to  you, 
but  now  you  inay  have  this  comfort  the  rest  of  yo\ir  days  : 
The  law  demands  my  body,  but  it  is  all  it  can  do ;  I  am 
now  redeemed  bv  the  blood  of  Jesus,  and  vou  may  be  sure 
that  in  a  few  days  you  shall  have  a  son  in  Heaven. '* 

His  composed,  smiling  lace  was  l»eautifiil  as  long  as  he 
could  thus  comfort  his  poor  mother;  but  as  soon  as  the 
sound  of  her  stei)s  was  lost  in  the  corridors,  and  we  were 
h)cked  in  alone  again,  his  heart  began  to  swell,  and  his 
sobs,  breaking  out  almost  into  roaring,  manifested  such 
distress,  that  I  coidd  only  look  at  him  and  weep.  Soon, 
however,  he  looked  up  to  heaven,  and,  lifting  uj)  his  clasp- 
ed hands,  unburdened  himself  in  beseeching  God  to  com- 
fort  his  [)oor  mother,  and  all  those  he  was  grieving  by  his 
sad  end.  - 

Soon  he  was  calm  again,  as  usual,  and  turning  to  me  h<' 
said :  "  I  wish  1  had  not  to  wait  so  long  to  be  with  Jesus.^' 
I  said,  "let  us  talk  to  our  Lord  a  little  while."     We  both 


THE  <  ONVKT  1»AN1KI.  MANN, 


kiu'lt  close  together,  and  hv  eoiiunenced  jvt  once  to  ])ray, 
or,  I'atlier,  indeed  to  talk  to  the  Jjord.  It  was  a  child  ask- 
ing liis  Vather  what  lie  needs,  lie  especially  requested 
that  whenever  the  Lord  shonhl  send  me  to  preach  the  Gos- 
pel, tlie  liearts  of  the  people  might  he  oj)ened  to  hear  it. 
Ifc  praised  (lod  a  lonir  whih',  in  that  lie  had  sent  His 
dear  Son  into  the  world  to  do  the  work  by  which  such  poor 
wri-'tcluul  sinners  as  lie  could  be  saved.  He  praised  Christ 
for  having  finished  the  wr>ik  of  salvation  which  ITis  Fatlier 
had  given  Him  to  <]o.  He  j>raised  (iod  {hv  ])aving  reveal- 
ed His  Son  to  him,  in  whom  lie  had  Eternal  Life,  an<l  he 
finished  bv  asking  I  might  not  c:i'ow  weary  in  the  work  I 
was  in.  That  1  might  be  comforterl  in  all  my  difficulties. 
That  I  and  my  P\amily  might  never  want  anything,  and 
that  the  Holv  Ghost  might  lead  nu^  wherever  there  were 
such  needv  souls  as  he  was. 

After  he  had  risen,  I  notiied  he  was  \  1 1  y  pale.  I  asked 
him  if  he  feh  fiiint.  '' O  no,"  he  said  ;  ''but  the  thought 
that  'our  fellowship  is  with  tlu'  I'^ather  aiul  with  His  Son 
Jesus  Clirist,'  quite  carries  me  beyond  this  worhl.  I  wisli 
the  time  was  not  so  far  away  for  me  to  be  out  of  this  body, 
and  to  enjoy  Him  without  distraction  of  any  kind.  The 
thought  of  bodily  pain  is  nothing.  T  am  learning  every  day 
more  to  hate  myself,  and  the  denial  of  what  we  hate  is  not 


ver 


hard;' 
I  see  in  you,''  F  said  'Mhe  same  thiiig  that  is  seen  in 


y 


\h  1 


98 


THE  L\ST  TWENTY-ONE  DAYS  OF 


ev(M'y  man  wlio  is  gottinij^  acMiuaintcd  with  Christ:  llo finds 
such  beauty  in  ChriHt  thut  he  cannot  Imt  loathe  irnnself ; 
and  the  nearer  the  Christian  lives  to  the  Lord,  the  more 
he  loathes  liimself.  Tliere  are  some  Christians  who  are 
always  talking  about  their  own  perfection — their  great 
love  and  holiness,  etc.,  and  by  so  doing  they  make  tlie 
blind  believe  that  they  live  near  God;  but  a  man  whose 
eyes  are  open  has  never  any  good  to  say  of  liimself*.  I  have 
a  sister  who  was  ahvaysa  kind  sister,  and  a  faithful  daugh- 
ter, and  yet  when  she  came  to  the  knowledge  of  Christ  she 
hated  the  garments  she  had  worn  in  the  'innocent  pleas- 
ures' of  the  world.  A  brother,  also,  of  mine,  after  he  found 
Christ,  would  often  s|)eak  of  himself  very  disparagingly — • 
so  much  so  that  they  who  knew  him  well  said  he  exaii'^-er- 
ated.  'Ah  !^  he  would  answer,  '  if  vou  saw  mv  heart  as  1 
see  it,  you  would  tell  me  I  am  yet  far  short  of  telling  the 
whole  truth.'  Thus,  while  one  has  the  full  assurance  of 
salvation,  which  you  now  possess,  he  is  humbled  down  to 
the  dust.  He  glories  in  the  Lord  who  has  buuuht  him, 
but  he  remembers  also  that  in  himself  lie  is  only  '  wounds 
and  bruises  sunl  j>f(fr If i/ihfj  sores.'  When  he  sees  this,  he 
is  done  serving  self,  t/asus  alone  is  worthy  to  Ije  [)raised, 
adored,  and  served." 

"You  make  me  glad,"  he  said.  "It  is  joy  to  my  soul 
to  hear  man  made  nothing  of,  and  Jesus  made  every  thing. 
Oh  !  what  a  love  I  feel  kindling  in  my  bosom  for  all  on  the 


TIIK  <:«).VVU'T  PANIKT.  MANX. 


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t'xc.o.  of  the  eartli  who  rn:iko  iiothiiii^  of  u\:\\i  and  every 
tliinir  of  niv  .losu.s.  Ivenu'inbor  me  in  love  to  vour  brother 
and  sister,  and  all  who  are  of  the  natne  niin<L 

Tie  toM  nie  lie  Inul  read  the  first  Kpistle  to  the  Tliessa- 
lonians,  and  he  h.ad  |>lainly  seen  that  the  same  Jesus  who 
had  i^one  up  to  heaven  on  a  elond,  in  the  view  of  his  dis- 
•  'iples,  wouhl  eome  as^ain  in  person,  and  it  seemed  to  he 
;»  sui)jeet  set  before  the  cliihlren  (►!' (mm!  Ibr  their  }io[)e  and 
their  eornfort.  "  I  remember  hearing-  Milierites  preaehing 
it,""   lie  said,  '^and  settini^ time;  do  you  believe  in  it?". 

*' I  believe  what  you  have  found  in  Thessalonians,"  I  an- 
swered, "  and  which  is  treated  of  in  many  other  places  in 
Scripture.  As  to  setting  time,  it  is  a  piece  of  man's  pre- 
sumption or  ignorance;  hut  as  to  the  Lord's  return,  it  is 
wliat  Scripture  declares  every  child  of  God  ought  to  be 
looking  for  incessantly.  To  any  eye  that  is  open  it  is  plaiii 
we  are  in  the  very  *  last  days,'  but  a  child  of  God  ought 
not  even  lo  be  lookiuLj  at  that.  The  won!  savs  Ids  Lord 
is  to  come  at  any  hour — at  any  moment — and  he  should 
be  in  a  waiting  state  in  heart  and  practice.  " 

''  How  sweet  that  is,"  he  said.  ''  Even  if  I  am  executed 
before  He  comes,  you  may  not  have  to  wait  long.  O  be 
very  earnest,  my  brother !" 

This  was  like  a  voice  coming  to  me  from  the  other  world. 
i  have  been  waitini^  every  dav  for  our  dear  i^ord,  and  en- 
deuvoring  to  act  upon  it  those  four  years;  but  that  v«^ice 


ao 


I'FIK   LAST  TWENIY-ONE  DAYS  OF 


in  a  cell,  teHinjj;  nu*  witli  such  crn|»]iasis,  **  be  ejirncst, ''  lias 
wroujrht  a  still  more  buniiiij^  desire  to  "  he  steji'lf'jist,  inv 
movcjihle,  always  ahounding  in  the  work  of  tlie  Lord.'' 

After  a  time  of  silence?  he  said  :  "  ()  1  foii;<»t — I  fori^ot  to 
tell  mother." 

"  What  V"  I  aske<l.  '*  If  it  is  somethiiiLj:  you  can  tell  me, 
I  can  go  to  see  her,  and  tell  her.'' 

"1  would  V)e  glad."  he  said,  **if  yo\i  would.  It  is  this: 
I  leave  this  world  belonging  to  no  sect.  I  belong  to  (^hrist 
who  has  redeemed  me  with  his  own  blood,  an<l  made  me 
his  own  prr)j>erty.  I  belong  to  no  sect,  no  man,  no  creed 
ofa?iy  kind,  and  I  would  impress  her  with  the  dishonor 
made  to  Christ  in  belonging  to  any  thing  ofthpt  kind,  that 
when  God  has  made  her  to  see  wliat   I  now  see,  she  mav 

• 

DjloritV  Ilim  in  it.  I  belouLT  to  (Uirist.  and  to  him  (done. 
I  hne  God's  jieople — all  who  make  nothing  of  man  and 
every  thinir  of  Jesus.  I  wisliT  could  see  them  all,  serve 
them  all,  and  enjoy  communion  with  them  ail ;  but  Ihdonff 
to  Christ.  I  am  a  Christian,  holding  now  the  relationship 
to  all  my  brethren  which  I  shall  hold  through  all  Eter- 
nity. 

His  faith,  his  deep  insight  into  the  ways  of  God,  and  the 
holy  boldness  of  his  speech,  were  Innding  me  to  him  more 
than  I  (!ver  had  been  bound  to  any  one.  The  thouglit  of 
our  speedy  separation  was  almost  more  than  1  conld  bear. 
1  had  already  spoken  to  so  ne  of  my  brethren  about  the 


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propriety  of  liaviiiLX  s|)Ocial  pniycr  inoetings  fur  his  ropiievc, 
hut  they  hud  pointed  me  to  I  John  v.  10.  "There  is  a  sin 
unto  .leath;  I  do  not  s;iy  tlnil  we  shall  pmy  for  it;"  and 
this  had  (U)nvinred  me  that  seekinLj  after  a  reprieve  for  him 
would  be  improper;  both  in  the  sis^ht  of  God,  who  has  "■  or- 
daine<l  tiie  powers  that  be,''  and  j^iveu  tliem  the  sword 
*Mbr  the  j)uni.shment  of  evil  doers/*  and  in  the  siglit  of  the 
world  before  whom  the  Chiistian  is  to  walk  in  perfeet  sub- 
mission  to  tliose  powers.  The;  word  of  God  liad  eonvineed 
and  satisfied  me,  but  my  h>vefor  him  wassueh  that  I  would 
(gladly  have  gone  to  beseeeh  the  Governor  for  him.  As  it 
was,  I  eoidd  find  comfort  only  in  this  one  thing;  Aiiten, 
Kven  .vf>,  r()^tu'  Lord  .A-.s^/.s*.'" 

On  Mon<hiy,  Dfc.  5th,  I  found  him  brighter  and  more 
cheerful  than  at  nny  time  before.  His  eoat  was  rolled  up 
for  a  ])illow  at  one  end  of  liis  wooden  beneh,  and  he  was 
lying  there  ''  feasting  on  God's  love,''  as  he  said,  when  the 
sound  of  the  key  roused  bin). 

Dailv,  he  said,  thiu<jcs  were  ^rowinij  brighter  before  him, 
Dailv  lu*  abhorred  self  more,  and  deliohted  in  the  Saviour 
more.  '' Kven  in  n)y  sletj),'"  he  said,  "the  love  of  God 
occupies  my  unconscious  thoughts."  lie  said,  before  he 
had  peace,  he  often  agonized  in  prayer  for  hours  ;  but  since 
tu'  had  M'ij!\\  (Uirist  on  the  cross  had  gc^nc;  through  tlic  agony 
foi'  sin,  he  could  feel  agony  no  longer ;  but  he  ilelighted 
to  lie  quietly  on  his  back  and  just  think  of  the  love  of  God. 


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"And  O  I  such  rapturous  hours,"  lio  addeil;  "  wliat  will  it 
he  when  I  eft't  tlierc !  all  this  is  no  more  a  sentimental  re- 
liorion,  uhose  seat  is  in  one's  imagination  or  feel  in  djs.  It  is 
a  solid  roek  the  believers  teet  are  on,  and  founded  on  that 
h)  may  well  feel  ha]){)y.'' 

ITe  ^ot  nuieh  hlessin^  froin  Jolin  xvii.  4  :  "I  liave  jilori- 
fied  Thee  on  the  earth  ;  I  have  hnishod  the  work  whicli  Thou 
gavest  nie  to  do,'-  So  far  he  had  oidy  seen  Christ  aatisfy- 
mg  the  justice  of  God  in  dying  for  j»oor  sinners;  but  on 
til  is  occasion  he  saw  Christ  glorifying  God  in  that  work 
He  liad  b<'en  sent  to  do.  lie  saw  tlie  wondoful  severeign- 
ty  of  God,  since  every  word  \vlii(;h  He  had  spoken  rnustl.»e 
utterly  fiiliilled,  even  if  it  cost  the  very  life  of  the  Darlino: 
of  His  bosom;  and  this  sovereij^n  rijj:hteousness  brou<j:ht 
out  fully  by  the  work  of  Chi'ist.  By  it  He  proves  the  ho- 
lini'ss  of  God,  His  uijtlinchin<jc  iustice  and  His  amazincc 
love,  all  combined  and  interlaced.  He  is  lioly,  and  tliere- 
fore  the  sin  of  the  sinnei'  must  be  put  away  before  the  sin- 
ner can  a])proach  Him  ;  He  is  just,  and  tlierefore  Christ 
must  be  ''  made  a  curse  for  us"  bef<r)re  we  can  be  "redeem- 
ed from  the  curse  of  the  law  ;''  He  is  love,  and  therefoie 
He  comes  doAvn  in  Man  to  "  reconcile  the  world  unto  Him- 
self," by  laying  their  iniquity  on  that  perfect  Man. 

This,  of  course,  carried  him  far  beyond  the  thought  oi 
his  own  eternal  safety.  Tlie  glory  of  God  was  a  new 
tield  for  his  delighted  soul. 


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One  thing  surprised  me  more  tlian  any  thing  before  :  he 
had  seen  the  difFerence  in  reading  the  Scriptures,  between 
the  "comins:  of  the  Lord"  and  the  "  dav  of  Christ."  The 
former  referrinij:  to  the  comino:  (»f  Chiist  for  His  saints,  the 
latter  to  His  coming  inith  His  saints  to  execute  judgment 
on  the  nations  of  the  woHd.  Surely,  I  thought,  if  the  Holy 
Ghost  So  thoroughly  instructs  a  child  of  God,  who  has 
but  nine  days  niv,!*e  to  live,  in  the  thitigs  concerning  the 
return  of  our  Lord,  He  must  be  wonderfully  occupied  with 
it  compared  with  the  time  when  the  Church  almost  wholly 
ignored  the  suliject. 

He  asked  me  if  I  had  been  happy  in  preaching  the  day 
before.  I  told  him,  as  it  was  truly  the  case,  I  had  never 
had  more  power  Irom  on  High  in  preaching  before.  He 
said  :  "  I  thank  God,  for  during  the  hours  of  preaching  I 
besought  God  to  help  you  and  to  cause  the  good  seed  to 
fall  on  ofood  ijround." 

He  said  it  was  very  sweet  to  him  to  see  the  change  that 
peace  with  God  brought  in  a  man's  mind.  Before  he  had 
peace,  occupied  with  himself  incessantly,  he  cared  for  noth- 
ing or  nobody;  but  now,  occupied  with  Christ,  liis  heart 
went  after  every  body — longing  all  miglit  get  what  ho 
got.  He  was  not  insensible  to  their  temporal  things,  but 
it  was  their  spiritual  tilings  which  occupied  him  most.  He 
seemed  especially  anxious  for  the  souls  of  his  fellow-convicts 
in  the  Penitentiary,  and  several  times  expressed  the  wish 


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that  I  should  be  allowed,  if  it  were  but  once  or  twice,  to 
preach  to  thera  about  the  finished  redemption  in  Christ 
Jesus. 

On  Wednesday  morning,  Dec.  7th,  after  returning  from 
the  country  where  I  had  gone  the  day  before  to  preach,  I 
heard  something  had  come  out  on  the  Morning  Daily  Paper 
as  a  production  from  Daniel  Mann  which  was  unbecoming 
to  a  child  of  God.  Upon  procuring  a  paper  I  found  it  to 
be  truly  what  it  was  rei)resented  to  be,  and  even  suppos- 
ing the  things  he  said  to  be  just,  and  ascribing  the  way  in 
which  he  said  them  to  his  great  ignorance  of  the  rules  of 
well-bred  society,  the  spirit  manifested  was  any  thing 
but  a  spirit  of  love,  especially  toward  certain  officials  of  the 
Penitentiary. 

I  had,  from  the  moment  he  had  found  peace,  been  so  con- 
fident of  his  being  a  converted  man  that  I  could  scarcely 
believe  the  article  was  his  own  and  to  avoid  troubling  him 
unnecessarily  with  what  was  going  on  outside  I  went  to  the 
publishing  office  to  ascertain.  The  original  aiticle  was 
shown  me  and  I  could  doubt  no  longer ;  it  was  his  own  hand- 
Tvriting.  A  keener  pang  had  never  crossed  my  bosom, 
Thoughts  of  all  sorts  rushed  to  my  mind  and  satan  assailed 
me  with  the  dreadful  thought  my  erring  brother  was  only 
a  hypocrite  doubly  worthy  of  contempt  for  his  ability  to  be 
80  in  the  face  of  death  and  Eternity.  In  my  sorrow  I  could 
but  say  with  the  wearied  prophet :  **Tt  is  enough ;  now  O 


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Lord,  take  away  my  life  ;  for  I  am  not  better  than  my  fa- 
thers. " 

In  a  moment,  however,  I  was  reminded  how  often  I  had 
failed,  and  far  more  grievously  than  this,  since  I  had  found 
{►eace  in  Christ.  Also,  liow  mnch  more  grievously  than 
this  Peter  and  James  and  John  and  others  had  failed, 
though  children  of  God  and  even  Apostles  of  Our  Lord 
Jesus  Clirist ;  so  I  took  courage  and  went  to  the  Prison, 
feeling  sure  the  opportunity  had  come  for  the  admonition 
in  Galatians  vi.  1  :  "Brethren,  if  a  man  be  ovt^rtaken  in  a 
fault,  Ye  which  are  spiritual  restore  such  an  one  in  the  spirit 
of  meekness;  considering  thyself,  lest  thou  also  be  temp- 
ted." 

As  soon  as  I  had  entered  his  cell  he  said  he.had  been  long- 
insj  all  morninix  to  see  me  cotne  in  ;  he  felt  verv  much  de- 
jected,  and  he  could  not  tell  why. 

"  Since  when  ?"   I  asked. 

"  Since  yesterday  niorniui;,''  he  replied  ;  *'  and  Oh  !  how 
I  did  wish  to  see  you  all  day  yesterday." 

"  Have  you  lost  j^^ur  peace?"  T  asked  him. 

*'  No,"  he  said.  "  Sometimes  I  feel  the  old  way  return- 
ing ;  that  is,  trying  to  work  myself  into  some  great  state  of 
love  and  religious  feelinir  before  God,  b\it  at  once  the  Word 
in  Corinthians  comes  to  me  '  if  one  died  for  all  fhen  were 
all  dead,"*  and  T  say,  how  can  a  dead  thing  do  any  thing? 
Christ  did  it  all  long  ago  ;  all  is  finished  ;  there  ifi  the  only 


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place  where  I  can  rest,  and  where  I  do  rest ;  hut  something 
is  in  my  way.  I  can  rest  in  God's  love  hecause  [see  there 
is  no  other  ground  where  a  tiinner  can  rest;  but  rest  is'nt 
enough  for  me,  I  want  to  rejoice  in  the  Lord  and  I  can't." 

As  I  saw  his  broken  state  of  mind  I  felt  \  must  deal  very 
gently  with  him  so  as  not  to  grieve  him  beyond  measure. 
More  than  ever  drawn  to  liim  I  could  now  also  wound  him 
without  fear,  for  his  wounds  were  mine,  so  I  said  :  "Per- 
haps you  have  not  heeded  the  admonition  in  Ephesians  iv. : 
*  Grieve  not  the  Holy  Spirit  of  God,  whereby  ye  are  sealed 
unto  the  day  of  redemption.  Let  all  bitterness,  and  wrath, 
and  anger,  and  clamour,  and  evil  speaking,  be  put  away 
from  you  with  all  malice;  and  be  ye  kind  one  to  another, 
tender-hearted,  foriijivinu:  one  another,  even  as  God  for 
Christ's  sake  hath  forgiven  you.'  The  article  from  you 
which  came  out  in  yesterday  morning's  paper  did  not 
surely  breathe  thai;  tender-hearted,  forgiving  s])irit,  spoken 
of  in  the  above  passage;  th'-refore  the  Holy  Spirit  who 
now  dwells  in  you  has  been  grieved,  and  if  you  grieve  your 
Comforter,  how  do  you  expect  to  be  comfoited  ?  Ah  ! 
my  brother,  the  flesh  is  a  source  of  much  grief  to  all  the 
true  children  of  God." 

As  soon  as  I  had  spoken  these  words  his  expression 
became  one  of  indescribable  grief,  and  his  heart  began  to 
swell  again  as  after  his  parting  with  his  mother.  "Oh  1" 
he  exclaimed,  looking  up  to  Heaven  and  squeezing  my 


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hands  in  his,  "  llianks  bo  unto  God  I  1  shall  soon  be  out  of 
a  wretched  world  where  I  never  did  but  rebel  ascainst  God 
and  man,  and  where  I  can  now  but  grieve  Mini  who  has 
bought  me  with  His  own  blood." 

I  could  truly  weep  with  Inni,  for  T  knew  by  experience 
tlie  powerful  union  of  the  Christian's  three  bitter  foes  :  the 
tiesh,  the  world,  and  the  devil.  I  knew  well  how  the  devil 
8tirs  up  the  tlesh,  and  how  the  world  l<»ves  to  get  hold  of 
the  result  and  make  the  best  of  it. 

Feari UQj  now  that  satan  should  take  advanta<2;e  of  his 
fault,  and  remembering  he  was  only  a  child  two  weeks  old, 
I  proceeded  to  establish  him  in  what  he  already  perceived 
plainly,  that  is,  that  a  fault  could  in  nowise  aftlct  his  son- 
ship.  It  could  only  affect  his  ('ominu)ilon.  His  sonship 
rested  on  X\)q finished  to ork  of  Chritit,  through  faith  in  Ilim. 
His  sonship  therefore  could  not  be  touched  except  by  over- 
lhrowin<4  Christ  or  his  ceasinir  to  believe  Jesus  is  the  Christ. 
Peace  had  been  made  by  the  blood  of  His  Cross,  and  He, 
risen  from  the  dead  and  seated  at  God's  right  hand,  "  is 
oar  peace.'*''  I  pointed  him  to  1  Cor.  i.  30  ami  others  of  the 
same  character,  and  in  a  little  while  I  saw  the  desired  effect; 
seeing  that  nothing,  not  even  his  failures  could  rob  him  of 
his  salvation,  since  that  was  in  Christ  in  whom  he  believ- 
ed he  said  with  more  and  more  grief:  "  Oh  !  blessed  Savior, 
to  think  that  I  could  thus  grieve  Thee  I  Thou  whose  blood 
has   secured  me  an  eternal  inheritance  in  Heaven,  I  am 


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ashamed,  so  jishauied  of  my  sol  f,  Lord,  that  1  (-an  but  lie 
down  in  confusion  before  Thee  !'* 

Turning  to  me  he  said  :  **  And  I  have  grieved  you  too, 
ray  brother.  Alnl  yon  are  strong  and  able  to  resist  the 
evil,  therefoie  God  has  called  you  to  face  it,  but  I  am  weak, 
80  weak  that  God  saw  I  was'nt  fit  to  live,  even  as  a  child 
of  His.     I  shall  soon  be  where  I  can  jiraise  him  as  I  wish." 

"  Well,"  sa>..'^  1,  *'  the  same  God  who  )>?ovided  salvation 
for  the  sinner  has  i\]:  proiided  restoration  for  the  believer. 
In  restoration  as  in  sal  -tit ion  the  way  is  His  own,  and  that 
is  Christ.  Salvation  fj\  >  'e  sinner  is  through  His  blood, 
restoration  for  the  ])elievei-  l^*  through  His  intercession." 
We  read  together  the  first  ten  verses  of  John  xiii.  and  then 
T  said  to  him  :  "  Do  yon  see  how  that  Jesus  in  anticipation 
o/the  work  He  was  going  to  do  on  the  cross  for  the  salva- 
tion of  sinners,  girds  Himself  with  a  towel,  and,  with  ioatei\ 
washes  His  Disciples^  feet  f  Peter  n(»t  yet  knowing  the 
wondrous  work  his  Master  is  to  do  before  he  can  be  a 
converted  man,  cannot  understand  such  humiliation,  ami 
therefore  refuses  to  have  Him  humble  Himself  down  to  such 
work,  but  Jesus  insists,  telling  him  he  will  know  after  a 
while  what  this  means.  In  a  moment  Peter  changes  his 
mind  and  wants  to  be  washed  all  over.  O  no,  says  Christ, 
"he  that  is  washed  (by  blood)  is  clean  every  whit;  he 
needeth  not,  save  to  wash  liis  feet  (by  water).'  All  this  is 
very  simple  now.     The  *atler  while'  is  passed,  and  any 


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39 


child  of  God  can  see  what  it  moans,  for  afler  Christ  had 
obtained  an  eterual  redemption  for  us  and  gone  back  Home, 
He  sent  down  the  Holy  Ghost  who  now  dwells  in  every 
converted  man  and  enables  him  to  search  and  comprehend 
the  deep  things  of  God  :  when  a  man  believes,  then  and 
(Jiere  he  is  washed  in  the  blood  and  *  is  clean  every  whit/ 
By  one  sacrifice  he  is  *  perfected /'or  every  so  that  he  7ieveT 
again  need  be  washed  in  the  blood.  Those  who  think  they 
need  to  be  washed  in  the  blood  constantlv  make  the  blood 

•r 

of  Jesus,  as  far  as  tliey  are  concerned,  no  better  than  that 
of  bulls  and  of  goats,  beside  annulling  the  need  of  His  inter- 
cession. But  while  he  is  a  man  every  ichit^  and  eternally 
cleansed  by  the  one  shedding  of  the  blood  of  Jesus,  he  is 
a  man  who  has  the  iiesh  dwelling  in  him,  a  wicked  world 
iill  around  him,  and  the  devil  constantly  after  him.  He 
lias  to  walkm  the  midst  of  all  these  difficulties,  and  \\\^feet 
are  very  apt  to  get  muddy,  as  yours  did  by  the  article  on 
ihe  paper,  and  may  yet  again.  Christ  washing  our,/e^^  in 
water  must  be  clear  to  you  now.  1  John  ii.  1,  expresses  it : 
'  If  any  man  sin  ice  {tnho  are  saved)  have  an  advocate  witl) 
the  Father^  Jesus  Christ,  the  Righteous;'  and  again  in  Uo- 
mans  viii.  34  :  *  who  is  even  at  the  right  hand  of  God,  who 
also  maketh  intercession  for  us  (believers).^  Jesus  died, 
and  therefore  the  btlieviny  sinner  livefe ;  Jesus  intercedes, 
and  therefore  the  offending  but  confessing  believer  is  re- 
stored to  communion  with  God." 


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His  cup  was  full  and  running  over.  We  knelt  together, 
and  in  a  quiet,  subdued  prayer,  such  as  I  never  had  heard 
before,  he  poured  out  his  heart  to  God,  especially  beseech- 
ing Ilini  to  keep  him  from  ever  again  grieving  His  Holy 
Spirit  and  dishonoring  His  Blessed  Name. 

For  a  long  while  we  sat  close  together  on  his  bench,  he 
weeping  like  a  child  and  only  interrupting  the  silence  from 
time  to  time  by  saying:  "How  sweet  to  lie  down  on  the 
mercy  of  God  !"  or,  "  what  a  vile  thing  I  am  ;  Lord,  what 
a  vile  thing  1  am  !"  or,  *•  how  kind  in  you,  dear  brother,  to 
tM^W  me  !" 

"  I  am  no  better  than  you,"  I  said  ;  "  my  flesh  is  tbe  same 
as  yours.  My  spirit  is  willing  as  yours,  and  my  flesh  as 
weak  also  ;  to-morrow  I  may  need  to  be  admonished  in  my 
turn.  I  have  only  done  what  my  hand  would  do  for  ano- 
ther member  of  my  body,  if  in  need.  Ik^lieving  you  belong 
to  the  Body  of  Chrut,  to  which  I  also  belong,  I  have  only 
followed  that  which  the  Lord  of  the  Body  wishes  to  see, 
and  which  He  expresses  in  the  twelfth  cha})ter  of  first  Cor- 
inthians.    Head  it  when  I  am  gone." 

1  had  come  to  the  prison  grieved  at  what  had  happened. 
I  left  happier  than  ever,  sure  the  Lord  would  draw  His 
praise  even  out  of  this. 

On  Friday,  Dec.  9th,  he  was  quite  taken  up  with  some- 
thing he  had  found  on  Wednesday  night  after  I  had  left 
him.     It  was  the  same  thing  with  which  he  had  been  oc- 


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cuf>ie(l  for  some  days,  of  which  ho  had  tasted  the  bitter 
fruit  a  little  while  before,  and  which  God  was  showing 
him  with  power,  namely,  thejfesh. 

Until  a  late  hour  at  night,  he  said,  he  was,  as  it  were, 
swallowed  up  in  this  passage  of  Psalm  li.  5  :  "  Heboid,  I 
was  sliapen  in  ini(piity,  and  in  sin  did  my  mother  conceive 
me/'     "  I  saw  myself,"  he  said,  *'  a  mere  mass  of  corrup- 
tion, and  such  corruption,  that  I  cannot  describe  my  feel- 
ings;  r  praised  (lod  who  enabled  n^e  to  sec  myself  as  He 
saw  me,  and.  Oh!  my  brother,  if  you  knew  how  I  got  to 
hating  myself!  it  was  such  a  strange  thing.     You  know  it 
is  natural  for  every  man  to  have  some  respect  for  himself, 
and,  even  when  in  the  Penitentiary,  if  any  man  had  said  in- 
jurious things  to  me  I  would  have  resented  it,  supposing  my 
honor  as  a  man  was  touched.     Some  one  who  calle<l  at  the 
Penitentiary  made  some  cutting  remark  on  my  family,  and 
upon  hearing  it  I  made  up  my  mind  that  my  first  duty  upon 
my  release  would  be  to  aveiige  the  ottcnce ;  but  since  the 
other  niojht  it  seems  to  me  that  the  more  evil  said  of  me  the 
better  it  makes  me  feel.     Indeed  it's  lost  time  to  talk  evil 
about  me.     The  best  way  is  to  take  it  all  in  a  lump  and 
say.  He  is  only  evil.     The  veiy  essence  of  me  is  evil.     All 
from  me  can  be  l)ut  evil.     Oh  !  what  a  sight !    And  yet,  do 
you  know,  I  never  was  so  happy  in  my  life.     I  can  hardly 
tell  why  I  should  be  so  happy  at  such  a  sight,  exce[)t  that 
it  made  the  grace  of  God  more  manifest  to  me ;  but  I  was 


-^ 


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THE  LAST  TWKNTY-ONE  DAYS  OF 


BO  happy  that  I  could  not  sleep.  I  felt  as  if  I  must  get  out 
of  my  cell,  gather  the  whole  world  around  me,  and  tell 
them  they  were  all  f^hai^en  in  iniquity,  conceived,  born  and 
brouglit  up  in  sin,  and  all  rotten  to  the  heart  as  well  as 
myself,  and  the  only  way  of  course  for  such  creatures  to 
appear  before  a  Holy  God  was  by  what  Jesus  had  done — 
for  the  very  best  thing  such  creatures  could  do  must  be 
only  filth]/  raf/s.  I  praised  God  again  and  again,  and  when 
I  saw  it  was  no  use  thinking  about  preaching  to  the  world 
I  thought  I  must  preach  to  the  night  guard.  I  have 
thought  since,  he  may  have  imagined,  from  the  way  I  spoke 
to  him,  that  I  was'nt  quite  right  in  my  mind,  for  1  saw  my- 
self as  God  sees  me.  I  assure  you  if  every  body  would  see 
themselves  as  God  sees  them  they  wouKl'iit  feel  like  speak, 
ing  evil  of  one  another,  and  if  any  evil  was  spoken  they 
wouUVnt  care  about  justifying  themselves." 

"  I  see  you  have  got  where  every  child  of  God  ought  to 
be,"  I  said,  "  and  you  make  me  think  about  a  much  hated 
servant  of  the  Lord  Jesus:  As  he  was  going  quietly  on  his 
way  once,  some  one  tried  to  anger  him  by  heaping  insults 
upon  him  ;  but  he  soon  put  out  the  fire  by  saying, '  if  you 
knew  me  as  I  know  myself  you  would  say  far  worse  things 
than  this  ;  well,  this  is  the  only  state  of  mind  in  which  the 
Christian  can  glorify  God.  It  is  this  very  thing  which 
makes  of  him  SLpilf/rim  and  a  stranger  in  the  midst  of  the 
world,  for  the  world  sees  nothing  but  its  rights^  whilst  he 


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48 


cLiiniB  none,  and  in  ever  ready  to  do  as  the  elieep  Avboso 
wool  is  sheared  from  his  baek  and  makes  no  complaint." 

"  All  this  seems  very  plain  to  me  now,"  he  said,  "  but  I 
suppose  very  few  in  the  world  see  this.  As  I  said  to  the 
night-guard  the  other  night  when  I  was  so  happy,  I  have 
no  doubt  the  world  would  lauf^h  at  me  if  I  told  them  there 

CD 

is  in  man  not  so  much  as  enough  good  as  to  lay  the  end  of 
a  needle  on.  Ah!  I  am  afraid  very  few  only  will  be  saved, 
for  even  among  the  preachers  T  never  heard  any  one  talk 
in  this  way.  The  idea  seems  to  be  to  get  peo[)le  to  do 
better^  to  reform  and  such  no7isense — yes,  such  nonsense — 
for  in  the  sight  of  what  man  is  to  talk  to  Ilim  about  doing 
is  absurd,  and  it  leads  to  hell." 

As  he  spoke  I  thought  in  my  own  heart,  would  to  God 
eiiery  pulpit  in  the  land  were  occupied  by  such  a  preacher. 
Yes,  cold,  worldly  children  of  God,  if  you  had  such  preach- 
ing your  consciences  would  burn  until  you  walked  worthy 
of  your  calling  !  you,  vain,  good,  moral  professors  of  Chris- 
tianity, you  could  not  boast  long  in  your  outward  goodness 
but  would  soon  flee  from  the  midst  of  God's  people,  unable 
to  bear  the  searching  power  of  the  truth  !  and  you,  preach- 
ers ot  the  Truth,  you  would  soon  cease  to  be  the  popular, 
applauded,  courted  men  of  the  world  ! 

Amazed  to  see  how  fast  the  Lord  was  leading  this  dear 
soul  in  His  ways  I  felt  happier  than  ever  in  opening  my 
Bible  to  read  with  liim  such  portions  as  seemed  to  me  need- 


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fill  to  him.  He  had  entered  fully  in  the  forj?ivenes«  of  sin s^ 
but  he  had  evidently  never  yet  fulli/  grasped  the  blessed 
truth  of  ".<fiw  put  away."  I  pointed  him  to  l^omana  vi.  " 
11,  and  to  Galatians  ii.  20,  and  endeavored  to  nhow  him  tlun 
"  old  man"  he  now  hated  so  much,  and  whieh  he  had  learn- 
ed to  hate  from  God  who  hates  it  far  more  than  any  of  us 
can  hate  it,  that  this  "  old  man"  or  "  first  adam"  or  "fleslf* 
or  "carnal  mind"  or  "sin" — all  synonymous  tenns— had 
been  "crucified  with  Christ,"  who,  in  grace,  ^'wan  made 
sin  for  m«."  It  was  therefore  "put  away"  from  God's 
fliirht.  He  calls  it  "dead"  since  it  was  "crucified  with 
Christ ;"  therefore  He  says  to  us  who  believe :  "  Likew  -> 
reckon  ye  also  yourselves  to  be  dead  indeed  unto  sin,  . 
alive  unto  God  throuojh  Jesus  Christ  our  Lord." 

But  he  seemed  unable  fully  to  grasp  the  <lepth  of  this 
glorious  truth,  for  he  kept  repeating  he  wished  it  was 
more  dead — he  wished  he  could  crucify  it  more.  As  he 
looked  at  himself  and  saw  he  was  only  sin^  and  could  be 
nothing  else,  his  only  hope,  of  course,  could  be  in  what 
Jesus  had  done;  but  he  wishe<l  he  could  get  rid  of  this 
hateful  thing. 

Aiyain  I  commended  him  to  God  and  left  him,  realising 
how  helpless  man  is  in  imparting  the  trust  to  others.  He 
can  only  lay  it  before  them ;  the  Holy  Ghost  must  apply  it. 

The  next  morning,  Saturday,  Dec.  10th,  he  was  the  first 
object  for  my  thoughts  as  I  awoke,  and  after  asking  the 


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45 


Lord  to  fijnide  ine  tluoiigh  the  (hiy,  I  foil  I  could  not  even 
wait  for  brejikthst,  but  must  go  to  the  prison. 

1  found  him  [)ondering  over  Galatiansii.  20,  and  trying 
to  get  the  meaning  of  it.  As  usual  I  sat  beside  him,  open- 
ed my  own  Bible,  and  referred  him  to  Scripture  for  every 
question  he  asked  or  which  seemed  **  meat  in  due  season.'* 
I  had  just  pointe<l  him  to  I  Corinthians i.  30:  ^'HutofFlim 
are  ye  in  Christ  Jesus,  who  of  (iod  is  made  unto  us  wis- 
dom, and  righteousness,  and  sanctitication,  and  redenjp- 
tion,"  and  was  endeavoring  to  show  him  the  divine  per- 
fection a  man  stands  in  wheti  he  has  Christ  wlio  is  made 
unto  him  of  God  lolsdom^rif/hteousnesit^sanctijlcatio^i^  and 
redeinptloh ^  when  he  ^uddenly  ceased  paying  attention  to 
any  thing  T  said,  and  cxclaijned :  "  O  what  a  wondei-ful 
thing  I  see  !  Christ  J fhtmelf' my  rigliteousness !  Yes,  Christ 
Jesus  Himself^  not  what  He  has  done,  but  IIU  oiun  self- — 
as  He  is,  there  at  God's  right  hand — that's  my  righteous- 
ness !     O,  my  brother,  do  you  see  it  V 

He  had  caught  tlie  blessinl  truth,  and  the  state  of  happi- 
ness it  threw  him  into  took  such  hold  of  me  also  that  I 
could  scarcely  keep  quiet,  and  kept  on  talking  to  him  ;  but 
he  said  :  "That's  enough — let  me  enjoy  for  a  while  what  1 
never  dreamed  man  could  enjoy  on  earth." 

The  silence  we  were  in  for  a  while  was  not  what  ^oine 
might  imagine,  that  of  a  dark,  gloomy,  felon's  cell:  it  wastlio 
silence  of  intense,  divine  happiness,  and  ofd«ep  adoration. 


4i 


TIIK  LAST  TWENTY-ONE  DAYS  OP 


He  broke  the  silence  hy  saying:  "  Why,  this  sets  me 
aside,  does'nt  it?  Since  Christ  Himself  \%  my  righteous- 
ness, it  is  a  riglitcousness  that  is  divine,  complete,  inde- 
pendent of  me,  of  my  feelings,  of  my  thoughts  ;  a  lighte- 
ousness  which  Satan  himself  cannot  affect,  no  matter  how 
much  he  may  try  me.  Kow  I  see  that  before  I  can  perish 
Christ  Himself  must  perish,  for  He  is  my  rufhieousness. 
O,  my  brother,  if  my  ]*ighl(?ousness  has  not  appeared  on 
the  clouds  of  Heaven  before  next  Wednesday  morninor  I 
shall  go  to  see  Him." 

''  Now,"  1  said,  "  you  can  take  up  Simeon's  strain  :  'Lord, 
now  lettest  thou  thy  servant  depart  in  peace,  for  mine  eyes 
have  seen  Thy  salvation  !'  The  Holy  Ghost  has  taught 
you  a  wondrou^^  truth — the  liighest  but  one  of  all  the  doc- 
trines of  grace — for  Christ,  now  your  righteousness  through 
faith,  is  (tO(Vs  righteousness;  therefore  2  Cor.  v.  21  says 
we  (who  believe)  are  'made  the  righteousness  of  God  in 
Him.'" 

"  I  see,"  he  continued,  "how  it  is  that  I  am  a  dead  man 
b<fore  God  ;  T  am  so  entirely  vile  that  there  is  nothing  in 
me  He  can  delight  in;  so  He  calls  me  ',s/>/.'  He  put  nin 
on  Christ  at  the  cross,  then  looked  on  Him  as  if  He  w^ere 
Bin.  Christ  was  crucified,  and,  of  course,  I  was  crucified 
with  Him:  Christ  died,  and,  of  course,  I  am  a  dead  man  ; 
but  Christ  is  risen,  and  He  is  my  righteousness.  God 
looks  ou  Him  in  me,  and  He  loves  i.4e  even  as  He  loves 


TTIK  COXVICT  DANIEL  MANN. 


47 


Christ  Himself.     Mow   aweot  those  two  lines  are  to  me 

now : 

'  I  am  a  |KK»r  Binner,  and  nothing  at  all,  ^  „, 

But  Jesus  Christ  is  my  all  in  all.' 

I  see  how  it  is,  too,  that  T  ;im  a  *  new  creature'  in  Christ 
♦lesus.  All  that  I  have  ^lone,  all  that  I  am,  is  blotted  out 
of  existence;  I  am  a  ncin  man.  Now,  I  can  go  right  on 
in  perfect  peace  and  joy  to  meet  <Tod,  for  when  I  arrive 
before  Ilim  I  shall  point  to  Jesus  at  His  right  hand  and 
say  :  '  There,  my  God,  is  my  righteousness  !''  and  so  saying 
he  walked  the  cell,  squeezing  his  folded  arms  against  \m 
chest  as  if  he  pressed  some  dear  one  against  his  bosom. 

After  a  \vhile  he  turned  to  me  and  said  :  "  How  dear  to 
me  are  all  who,  in  any  place,  have  Christ  for  their  righte- 
.^usness.     How  I  love  them  in  Christ!'* 

"Do  you  believe,"  I  said,  "such  a  thing  as  this  is  not 
enough  to  bind  jjeoplc  together?" 

"If  this  is'nt  enough,"  he  replied,  "  what  can  be?" 

"I  only  ask  you  this,"  I  said,  "  l)ecause  I  see  in  you 
wliat  many  are  awakiuij:  to — that  is,  that  if  any  thin<^  but 
Christ  is  needed  to  bind  Christians  toijether  their  union  is 
uot  of  God,  and  therefore  cannot  please  Him." 

A  long  while  we  remained  together  worship{>ing  our 
God.  In  a  prayer  he  made  he  licsought  (Jod  to  lead 
many  precious  souls  to  find  what  lie  had  just  found,  and 
especially  asked  it  for  his  poor  fellows-criminal.     He  prayed 


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THE  LAST  TVVKNTV-ONK  DAYS  OF 


in  particular  for  evcMy  one  of  his  family.  Of  one  whom  ho 
had  loved  much,  he  said  :  '' T^ord,  he  is  a  good,  u|>right, 
affectionate  man,  hut  still  he  is  lost,  and  he  knows  it  not : 
Oh  !  do  Thou  tell  him  he  is  lost !" 

Praying  f»)r  me,  he  said:  '^Thou  knowest,  Lord,  how 
much  T  love  my  dear  hrother,  and  what  T  would  do  for  him 
for  Thy  sake  if!  could;  hut  I  know  Thou  lovest  him  far 
more  still  than  T  do,  and  I  commend  him  to  Thee.''  He 
spoke  evidently  face  to  face  with  (iod.  Then*  was  no  ex- 
citement, no  familiarity,  hut  tlie  sweet  liherty  of  a  submis- 
fiive  son  before  a  loving  Father.  Thei'e  lay  a  book  of  pray- 
ers on  his  table,  which  some  one  had  s<?nt  him,  but  he  had 
no  need  any  man  should  teach  him,  for  he  had  the  anoint- 
inu:  which  teacheth  all  thinu^s,  even  the  IIolv  Ghost. — (1 
John  ii,  27).  ITow  wonderful  the  difference  between  the 
man  who  performs  a  religious  duty  in  ""saying  his  prayers"* 
and  th(?  one  who,  full  of  tlie  Holy  (Jhost,  pours  out  his 
need  to  His  Father. 

As  I  left  the  prison  I  thought  to  myself  this  was  the 
brightest  case  I  had  yet  seen,  where  the  great  difference 
was  shown  hQXwi^Qwforylveuess  of  sins  Un\x\{\  (Col.  i.  14) 
and  Gorr.i  righteons?iess  im[)uted  (Rom.  iii.  22) ;  the  first 
being  by  the  shedding  of  bloody  the  latter  in  the  liisen 
Christ ;  the  first  giving  only  a  negative  salvation  :  "There 
is  now  therefore  no  conde/nnation  for  them  that  are  in 
ChriBt  Jesus  (Rom.  viii.  1) ;  the  latter  ii  positive  righteous- 


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49 


lom  he 
pright, 
it  not : 

(i,  liow 

for  him 

nni  far 

r     He 

no  ex- 

<ubmis- 

^t"  pray- 

he  had 

anoint- 

)st.— (1 

een  tlu 

ravors 

out  his 

was  the 
flerenee 
)1.  i.  U) 
the  first 
e  liisen 
"There 
t  are  in 
rhteous- 


^1 


noss,  "  As  Christ  is  so  are  we  in  tliis  world''  (1  John  iv.  17). 
]»y  the  shedding  of  His  blood  Christ  has  washed  away  all 
my  sins,  future  as  well  as  past ;  therefore  they  ean  never 
be  laid  to  my  charge  any  more,  but  this  ordy  makes  me  a 
forgiven  crhninal.  God  wants  f(ons  and  everybody  knows 
a  forofiven  criminal  is  not  a  son.  Tt  is  our  beinsr  "made 
the  ri'jfhteoasness  of  God  in  Him"  which  establishes  our 
sonship  and  the  knowledge  of  it  gives  us  the  liberty  of  sons 
so  beautifully  shown  in  Daniel  Mann  during  this  interview. 
It  is  this  also  which  loosens  the  heart  fully  from  the  world 
and  sets  it  busv  "seckinix  those  thino^s  which  are  al)Ove, 
where  Christ  sitteth  at  the  right  hand  of  (lod."  Surely  a 
man  who  knows  lie  is  made  the  rHjhteoufniess  of  (rod  in 
Christ  Jesus  canni)t  but  "  ioy  in  God"  ineessantlv,  whilst  a 
(travino-  sueh  as  n<>  toncr'ue  can  exiiress  tills  his  bosom  and 
breaks  out  in  "prayer  without  ceasing,"'  that  he  may  have 
grace  to  walk  worthy  of  such  a  wojulrous  calling,  in  the 
sinrht  of  God  and  of  men. 

O  that  God's  dear  children  might  knowwdiatis  theirs  in 
the  ristii  Christ !  They  w^ould  then  talk  less  about  their 
feelings,  their  frames  of  mind,  their  weakness,  their  victor- 
ies, their  faith  and  works  of  faith,  any  thing  good  or  bad 
about  themselves :  the  theme  and  substance  of  all  their  talk 
would  be  Christ  "made  unto  us  of  God,  wisdom,  right- 
eousness, sanctification  and  redemption." 

On  Monday,  Dec.  12th,  I  spent  again  the  morning  with 


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lum.  He  was  in  a  cletiply  quiet  state  of  inind.  "The  hour 
h  fast  approaching"  he  said,  "  but  I  know  in  whom  I  have 
believed.  God,  who  says  that  by  the  blood  of  Jesus  my 
sins  are  all  washed  away,  and  that  he  remembers  them  no 
more,  has  so  enabled  me  to  believe  Him  that  I  have  almost 
forgotten  them  too,  and  am  wholly  taken  up  with  Christ 
my  righteousness.  Sometimes  I  wonder  if  it  can  be  pos- 
sible that  such  grace  should  be  true,  but  when  such  thoughts 
come  1  open  quickly  my  Testament  and  reafsure  myself 
that  I  am  not  mistaken.  Ah  !  my  brother,  God's  Word 
alone  can  satisfv  the  soul  with  which  God  is  at  work.  It 
18  only  what  God  says  that  is  worth  any  thing.  Oh  !  how 
I  wish  men  would  see  this  !  let  every  thing  go  but  the 
Word  of  God:' 

"  And  how  does  God  say  we  are  his  children  ?''  I  asked.* 

"Bylaith  in  Jesus  Christ,"  he  replied,  pointing  to  tlif 
verse. 

*' And  what  does  God  say  His  children  are?"  Tasked 
again. 

He  did'nt  <^atch  my  thought  so  I  referred  him  to  Komaiis 
viii.  17.  "and  if  children,  then  heirs,  heirs  o/  God^  and 
joint-heirs  with  (.'hrist:'' 

After  a  little  while  of  new  delight  from  this  passage  li^ 
said:  "O  that  my  motherland  mv  brothers  and  sisters, 
and  every  body  might  see  the  things  that  I  see !" 

"You  are  just  like  me,"  I  said;  "as  I  read  and  re-rou<l 


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61 


he  liour 
1 1  have 
esus  my 
them  no 
e  almost 
\  Christ 
be  pos- 
houiifhts 
?  myself 
's  Word 
ork."  ft 
h  !  how 

but    tlii' 

I  asked,* 

[T     to  tilt' 

r  asked 

Romans 
odj  and 

!«sai;e  he 
sisters, 

I  re-read 


the  Word,  and  discover  new  glories  in  it,  I  burn  for  the 
time  of  preaching  to  come  to  tell  them  to  others." 

In  a  little  while  the  Spirit  of  God  led  us  to  the  subject 
of  the  resurrection  from  the  dead.  The  hfteenth  of  first 
Corinthians  and  the  fourth  of  first  Thessalonians  were  the 
chief  Scripture  we  used. 

"  You  know,"  I  said,  "  what  first-fruU  means.  Well, 
there  it  says  Christ  is  the  first-fruit  of  all  the  brethren. 
Their  turn  will  be  '  when  He  cornea.'*  The  spirits  of  believ- 
ers, washed  in  His  blood,  are  at  rest  in  God's  bosom  the 
moment  they  leave  the  body,  as  it  says  in  2  Cor.  v.  8  :  *  ab- 
sent from  tlie  body,  present  with  the  Lord.'  There  they 
wait  for  their  mortal  bodies  to  be  raised  immortal  as  we 
wait  here  to  have  them  ch.an(jed.  And  all  this,  the  Scrip- 
ture declares,  will  take  place  '  at  His  coining.^  At  that 
grand  hour,  the  cro>vning  of  all  our  waiting,  the  bodies  of 
the  dead  saints  shall  all  be  brought  to  rise  again,  only  now 
without  siii ;  and  the  bodies  of  all  of  us,  His  living  saints, 
shall  be  changed  'in  the  twinkling  of  an  eye,'  and  '  caught 
up  together  vnth  them  in  the  clouds  to  meet  the  Lord  in  the 
air  P  This  is  tha  first  resurrection,  also  called  *  the  resur- 
rection oi  the  just^  which  may  occur  to-day,  while  we  are 
here  talking  together,  at  any  moment  of  the  day  or  the 
night.  The  world  wull  very  likely  know  nothing  about  it, 
except  as  the  few  who  are  waiting  for  Him  Avill  be  found 
missing  here  and  there.     It  will  go  on  just  the  same  with 


I 


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its  religious  performances  and  boasted  progress  for  a  very 
little  while  until  He,  with  power  and  great  glory,  appears 
on  the  clouds  of  heaven  with  the  myriads  of  His  glorified 
saints  to  execute  judgment  on  it.  As  it  ha])pened  to  So- 
dom, so  to  the  world  then.  Lot  was  first  taken  out,  and 
Sodom  liad  not  lonij  to  rest  after.  It  is  then  *  the  kinj^s  of 
the  earth,  and  the  great  men,  and  the  rich  men,  and  the 
chief  captains,  and  tlie  mighty  men,  and  every  bondman, 
and  every  freeman,  hide  thcn)^^eIvt^«  in  tlie  dens  and  in  the 
rocks  of  the  mountains,  and  say  to  th*^  iiountains  and 
rocks,  Fall  on  us  and  hide  us  from  tlie  uioe  of  Him  that 
sitteth  on  the  throne,  and  from  the  wrath  of  the  Lamb  ; 
for  the  great  day  of  His  wrath  is  come  ;  and  who  shall  be 
able  to  stand  T 

Those  who  are  not  saved  belon<jr  to  another  resurrection 
which  occurs  latei*,  as  you  may  see  in  the  twentieth  of 
Revelation.  And  thus,  if  the  Lord  does  not  come  before 
you  die,  you  will  be  waiting  for  His  coming,  and,  of  course, 
for  the  resurrection,  in  God's  bosom,  whilst  I  will  be  wait- 
ing down  here,  endeavoring  to  lead  others  in  the  same 
precious  things  yon  now  see,  and  often  getting  for  reward 
the   sneers   of  those   men   described  in  2  Peter  iii.  3,  4  : 


t     T- 


Knowing  this  first,  that  there  shall  conic  in  the  last  days 
scoffers^  walking  after  their  own  lusts,  and  saying.  Where 
is  the  promise  of  His  coming?  For  since  the  fathers  fell 
asleep,  all  things  continue  as  fiom  the  beginning  of  thi* 


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53 


I 


creation.'  You  will  be  at  rest,  able  now  to  adore  Ilini 
without  distraction  of  any  kind,  whilst  I  will  be  at  war, 
constantly  struggling  against  every  thing  which  would  rob 
me  of  an  adoring  spirit,  defending  the  blessed  truth  which 
has  made  us  free,  and  praying  for  grace  to  be  '  stedfast, 
unmoveable,  always  abounding  in  the  work  of  the  Lord, 
knowing^  our  labor  is  not  in  vain  in  the  Lord.^ 

*'  How  sweet,  how  sweet,  all  this  is  I"  he  exclaimed.  ''  It 
is  wonderful  how  the  Word  sets  a  man   clear  on  every 

thinor.'' 

....  .  .  / 

'^  Yes,"  I  said,  *'  if  he  is  submissive  to  it.'' 

"But  tell  me,"  he  said,  "how  is  this  that  some  people 
speak  of  death  as  if  that  was  the  same  thing  as  the  TA>rd's 
coming  ?  for  I  see  the  Scri[)ture  shows  them  to  be  very 
different  things."  .... 

'  "  They  who  do  this,"  I  re[)lied,  "  show  either  \\\v\v  unln'- 
lief  or  their  ignorance.  With  some  T  am  afraid  it  is  even 
worse.  Thev  know  the  Word  is  true,  and  t)ie\  know  it 
teaches  that,  but  thev  an-  nicelv  fixed  in  this  world,  or 
they  wjint  to  do  some  ixreat  thiuir  in  it,  therefore  tliev  hate 
the  idea  of  Christ's  coming,  because  that  would  interfcn; 
with  their  plans.  They  prefer  the  idea  of  death  bectause 
that  ijjives  them  at  least  the  chance  of  so  manv  years.  Mv 
own  wicked  heart  went  throuirh  it  all  before  I  was  willing 
to  bow  to  the  Word^  so  I  know  all  this.  But  now,  sub- 
missive to  the  Word,  all  is  clear  and  sinn)le  as  day ;  the 


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heavy,  oppreesivo  feeling  which  follows  this  *  \V7iat^a  to 
come  hereafter  f  is  gone,  and  '  we  all,  with  open  face^ 
beholdin^^  as  in  a  glass  the  glory  of  the  Lord,  are  changed 
into  the  same  image  from  ^^^'^y  to.glury,  as  by  the  Spirit 
of  the  Lord;  " 

On  Tuesday  morning,  December  l;ith,  his  countenance 
was  calm  as  usual.  He  seemed  even  more  free  than  before 
from  the  strangled  sobs  which  he  could  not  restrain  through 
all  our  former  interviews.  "I  am  living,"  he  said,  *'iu 
the  first  four  verses  of  Colossians  iii.,  and  in  the  second  of 
Ephesians.'* 

"  You  are  living  in  pastures  wliich  sheep  only  know,"  I 
said,  "  and  they  are  sweet." 

"  Yes,  very,  very  sweet,"  he  replied.  "  They  are  so  sweet 
that  I  have  nothing  whatever  to  wish  for  for  myself  save 
that  my  Father  may  give  me  grace  and  strength  to  deport 
myself  in  every  thing  as  it  becomes  a  poor  sinner  saved  by 
grace.  Since  1  can  glorify  God  in  nothing  else  now,  may  1 
glorify  Him  in  the  full  peace  and  confidence  which  become 
one  whose  righteousness  is  Christ." 

"  God  may  glorify  Himself  through  you  more  than  in 
this  which  you  desire,"  I  said :  "  As  soon  as  I  saw  the 
Holy  Ghost  had  opened  your  eyes  to  see  the  grace  of  God., 
a  voice  kept  repeating  in  my  ears.  Here  is  an  instrument 
by  which  God  will  display  what  He  is ;  so  I  have  carefully 
and  as  accurately  as  possible  penned  the  substance  of  ev- 


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55 


cry  one  of  our  interviews,  wliich  I  intend  to  publisli  as  ftoou 
as  T  can,  in  the  fnll  af»sarance  the  Lord  will  use  it  for  TTin 
glory  in  the  building  up  of  Hit*  Church.  Have  you  no  ob- 
jection to  this?" 

"  May  the  Spirit  of  Our  (rod  go  with  it,"  he  answered, 
"  O  may  he  use  it  for  the  opening  of  many,  many  eyes, 
and  the  joy  of  many,  many  hearts  I  I  will  now  pray  for 
this  to  my  end,  that  (^od  may  glorify  Himself  by  it." 

*' There  is  something  else  yet,"  1  said,  "  in  which  God 
may  be  glorified.  Indeed  it  is  the  greatest  thing:  Turn  to 
the  seventeenth  of  Luke."  ^- 

We  read  from  verse  11  to  verse  19,  and  I  said  :  *'  There 
are,  in  figure,  ten  sinners  saved  by  grace,  through  faith  ; 
but  Jesus  Himself  declares  o7di/  one  of  them,  and  he  is  a 
poor  cast-out  like  you — a  Samaritan — has  glorified  God. 
And  the  wav  in  which  he  i^ave  ejlorv  to  God  was  bv  re- 
turninc;  and  fallini;  at  his  Lord's  feet  in  heart-felt  adora- 
tion.  Ah!  this  is  something  we  are  all  too  apt  to  forget. 
Our  idea  is  that  the  only  way  to  glorify  God  is  by  (hvin^j 
some  great  thing,  whilst  (lod's  greatest  delight  is  in  see- 
ing the  saved  sinner  fall  down  on  his  face  at  His  feet,  f///'- 
ing  lUm  thirnks!  Mary  is  another  such  case.  She  cares 
more  for  her  dear  Lord  than  for  all  the  j)oor  in  the  land. 
Lookei-s-on,  even  disciples,  find  fault  with  ''this  iraste\'  but 
the  Lord  orders  it  to  be  published  '  wheresoever  this  Gos- 
pel is  preached  in  the  whole  world.'   So  the  alabaster  boxes 


5G 


THE  LAST  TAVKNTY-ONE  DAYS  OF 


of  true  wornliip  yon  may  pour  on  JesuR  to  your  end  may 
be  far  mor^  to  the  glory  of  God  than  the  three  hundred 
pence  of  money." 

I  was  kindly  allowed  what  we  both  wished  much  :  to 
spend  the  last  night  together,  as  the  hour  for  the  execu- 
tion was  at  eight  o'clock  in  the  morning,  so  1  arranged  to 

return  in  the  evening. 

♦  ♦  *  41  <|i  f  ♦ 

No  words  can  describe  the  strange,  sweet  hours  of  that 
night.  Its  sweetness,  deepened  by  its  sadness,  cannot  be 
told.  It  was  my  share  of  God's  grace  displayed  in  him. 
It  was  my  harvest  for  my  three  weeks'  teaching.  It  is 
another  oasis  in  the  wilderness  I  have  been  traveling  in 
these  four  years.  I  will  be  glad  when  it  ends,  but  until 
then  this  is  sweet.  It  was  no  more  teachinjj  and  learninir 
as  before.  We  were  feasting  together  on  what  he  had 
learned  during  the  past  three  weeks.  We  to  or  s  hip2^ecl  onr 
God  ;  we  adored  our  Lord  Jesus.  There  was  no  noise,  no 
excitement.  Ours  was  a  quiet  cell  that  night,  but  O  the 
solemnity  of  it  I  Jesus  was  there. 

Ah  !  my  breiaren,  do  you  know  what  it  is  to  worship 
God  ?  do  you  know  what  it  is  to  possess  eternal  life  ? — to 
know  that  that  life  is  in  Jesus,  yea,  is  Jesus  Himself  who 
sits  at  God's  right  hand,  now  in  the  very  same  body  in  which 
He  bare  our  sins  on  the  tree  ?  Do  you  know  what  it  is  to 
ignore  creed,  name  and  title?  to  know  ofily   Christ,  and 


(3  may 

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61 


own  and  love  one  another  o)ilj/  in  ITltn  f  Do  yon  know 
what  it  is  to  "  keep  His  word"  and  h4  ojo  ej^ery  thmtj  eUe  ? 
To  "  not  deny  His  ^iarnc"  and  deny  every  other  name'/ 
Then  you  know  what  Jesus  meant  when  He  said  :  *'Thi8 
is  my  commandment,  that  ye  love  one  another,  as  I  have 
loved  yoiC'^  (John  xv.  12)  and  you  may  form  some  idea  of 
what  we  both  enjoyed  that  nijjjlit.  I  wept  sore  many  a 
time  at  the  thought  that  that  man  whom  I  now  loved  as 
my  own  soul  was  about  to  be  torn  away  from  me  in  such 
a  violent  manner,  but  he  would  say,  as  he  would  draw  mo 
up  against  him  :  "  Don't  weep,  brother;  you  know  I  am  a 
son  of  God,  redeemed  by  the  blood  of  Jesus."  Hut  this, 
while  it  forbade  all  bitterness,  oidv  grieved  me  the  more 
for  that  was  the  very  ground  an<l  bond  of  my  love  to  him. 

His  favorite  expression  through  the  whole  night  was:  *'  a 
son  of  God,  a  part,  yes,  a  very  [>art  of  Thee,  Lord  Jesus  I 
O  why  should  I  not  rejoiee  ?" 

He  never  remained  long  without  returning  to  his  Testa- 
ment which  lay  open  on  the  table  with  many  leaves  turned 
and  many  portions  underlined.  It  was  not  to  seek  any 
thing  new  but  to  read  and  reread  the  passages  which  re- 
ferred most  clearly  to  the  grace  of  God.  The  special  por- 
tions he  used  were  the  20th  verse  of  Galatians  ii.,  the  fifth, 
sixth  and  eighth  of  Romans ;  the  second  of  Ephesians ;  the 
first  4  verses  of  Colosians  iii.  and  the  first  4  of  John  xiv. 
An  expression  in  the  passage  of  Gal.  ii,  especially  filled 


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him:  "  and  tlie  life  which  I  now  live  in  the  flesh,  Hive  by 
the  faith  of  th(  son  of  God^  who  loved  me,  and  gave  Him- 
self for  me." — **It  is  nothing  of  mine"  he  would  say;  "it 
is  all  of  (Jod.  Xot  even  my  faith,  but  the  faith  of  the  son 
of  God.  1  am  a  man  in  Christ,  in  the  Son  of  God  ;  one 
spirit  with  Him  ;  flesh  of  His  flesh,  bone  of  His  bono  ;  a 
very  part  of  Him,  and  this  for  all  eternity  because  I  believe. 
0  Jesus,  ./(^.s'l^s"  he  would  often  exclaim,  "  how  I  love  Thee  \ 
in  a  few  hours  I'll  feast  on  Thee,  0  Lord  Jesus,  to  my  heart's 
content.  Then  I  will  be  tilled.  l>ut  O,  my  Father,  until 
then  give  me  to  remember  that  1  walk  by  faith,  not  by 
sit/Jit  ;  by  sinjple  faith  in  what  Thou  hast  written  in  Thy 
Blessed  Book." 

Often  we  prayed.  He  never  asked  any  thing  for  himself, 
save  that  he  might  have  strength  from  the  Lord  to  act  io 
the  last  moment  as  it  becoiiies  one  who  has  all  things  in 
Christ. — "  Thou  knowest,  my  Father,"  lie  would  say,  "  how 
natural  it  is  to  the  flesh  to  shriidv  from  death,  and  especi- 
ally a  death  like  this ;  but  Jesus  has  borne  my  sins  In  His 
own  body  on  the  tree  ;  He  is  risen  ;  He  sits  at  Thy  right 
hand,  and  He  is  i!iy  lif\  I,  therefore.  Thou  knowest  it,  my 
Father,  have  no  fear  of  any  kind  coiux'rning  Eternity — 
there  is  no  stinir  in  death  for  me.  But  the  world  will  be 
lookinjx  at  me.  Lord,  and  I  would  sliame  Tliee  and  Thv 
Word,  wQre  I  to  show  weakness.     Help  me  in  that  hour!" 

The  burtlien  of  his  prayers  was  chiefly  for  all  his  '"  breth- 


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59 


)(»W 

)(H'i- 

His 

g-ht 

inv 

y 

be 

riiv 

ii-r 

cth- 

ron  in  Clirist  Jesus."  lie  wouUl  tell  the  Lord  what  a 
wicked  world  they  were  in  and  how  much  tliey  ne<»ded  Jlis 
help  to  go  through  it  to  His  glory.  lie  also  ])esought  the 
Lord  much  for  all  his  family,  especially  for  his  mother  and 
a  grown-u{)  sister,  lie  prayed  much  that  God  would  stir 
up  the  j)eo])le  every  where  to  hear  the  Truth  as  it  is  in 
Jesus,  lie  asked  often  that  the  })ul>lication  of  our  inter- 
views mitjjht  be   blessed  to  everv  one  who  would  read  it, 

C7  ft  / 

and  upon  my  tellirig  him  of  a  special  work  for  the  Lord  in 
the  States  which  weighed  somewhat  on  my  mind,  he,  sev- 
eral times  before  mornirig,  besought  the  Lord  for  it. 

At  one  time  !is  he  lay  resting  on  the  bench,  his  coat 
rolled  up  un'lcr  his  head  for  a  ])illo\v,  his  hai)j)iness  became 
so  intense  that  he  said  to  me:  '*  I  don't  l)elieve  I  can  live 
till  mornino:.'"  His  eves  closed,  his  hands  lifted  towai'd 
heaven,  as  lie  lay  on  his  back,  he  only  gave  sign  of  life  by 
re])eating  in  a  low  voice,  ''  Lord  Jesus,  Lord  Jesus,  one 
with  Thee.  I  long  for  Thee,  Lord  Jesus.'*'  Soon  he  readi- 
ed for  my  hands,  which  he  ])Ut  on  his  forehead  under  his 
own,  and  in  this  way  he  slept  a  little  while.  Wlien  he 
awoke  he  asked  what  time  it  was.     "Just  three,-'  I  said. 

"  Five  hours  more,  my  Hlessed  Jesus,  and  I  shall  b:i 
with  Thee,"  he  said.  *'  O  how  sweet  that  is  !  I  never  knew 
what  real,  unbroken,  unclouded  ha])piness  is  even  until 
last  Saturday  when  I  saw  Christ  in  Heaven  as  my  righte- 
ousness.    1  knew  y\'h'di 2>tace  is  from  that  morning  when  1 


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8aw  the  finislic'd  work  of  ( ■hrisl  for  my  Bulvation ;  but  since 
I  have  known  Christ  Illnisel/  as  my  righteousness  I  know 
what  joj/  means.  Several  gentlemen  called  in  yesterday, 
and  seemed  to  pity  me  in  my  condition  ;  but  Oh  !  how  I  do 
wish  they  mij^ht  be  as  I  am,  save  the  hano^ins:." 

Aojain  he  said  :  "  mornin<j:  is  comini;  and  I  wish  to  for<ret 
nothing.  This  Testament  was  given  me  l)y  Mr.  G.  and  I 
leave  it  for  him  to  carry  to  my  mother.  It  is  the  best  jrift 
I  ever  had.  May  my  dear  mother  find  in  it  what  I  found. 
This  i)ackaiire  of  tracts  I  leave  for  you  to  carry  to  my 
mother.  It  will  be  a  kindness  to  me  if  vou  visit  her  as 
often  as  you  can.  Tell  her  I  am  at  home,  a  sinner  saved 
by  grace,  through  fiiith.  I  have  made  a  dying  request  she 
may  be  released,  for  she  is  not  guilty,  and  is  there  through 
tny  fault  alone.  I  trust  my  Father  will  move  the  heart  of 
the  Governor  to  do  so  ;  but  tell  her  that  peace  with  God 
makes  of  a  prison  a  palace.  She  must  not  think  it  is  easier 
to  believe  outsider  a  prison  than  inside.  Christ  has  done  it 
all,  and  it  is  Mievitif/  that  makes  every  thing  ours.  If 
she  Avill  onlj/  hclieve  shd  will  meet  me  again  when  Jesus 
comes. 

''Telltny  sister  she  is  lost,  as  lost  as  I  am,  and  must 
therefore  be  saved  in  the  sauu»  way  in  wliich  i  am  saved. 
Pleiise  write  to  her,  and  tell  her  I  never  knew  what 
l»a|)})iness  is  till  I  saw  the  redemption  that  is  in  Christ 
Jesus.     Tell  her  she  may  (hutk  she  is  haj)py  in  the  pleas- 


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ures  of  the  world,  but  I  know  they  are  death,  eternal 
woe,  at  the  end. 

*'  When  you  have  publislied  our  inters  iews,  send  a  copy 
to  each  of  my  relatives  whose  address  you  have. 

"  Tell  every  body  that  I  recognise  no  church  but  the 
C'uirch  of  God,  the  Body  of  Christ,  of  which,  through 
faith  in  Jesus  Christ,  I  am  a  happy,  hapf)y  member.  I  love, 
yes,  I  dearly  love  all  v  hose  confidence  is  where  mine  is, 
and  who  love  my  Blessed  Jesus.  Moreover,  I  aftectionate- 
ly  and  solemnly  warn  them  who  seem  to  place  much  confi- 
dence in  the  Church  or  in  the  Ordinances.  I  have  received 
several  books  and  other  matters,  since  I  am  here,  which 
talk  in  that  way ;  but  I  am  sure  there  is  nothing  so  dan- 
gerous because  it  hides  Christ  in  Avhom  alone  is  salvation, 
and  grace,  and  strength.  These  things,  I  know,  are  very 
good  in  their  |)l:vce,  but  I  feel  sure  many  are  ])utting  them 
before  Christ;  for  if  they  saw  in  Christ  what  I  see,  they 
w^ould  set  Iliiu  up  so  high  that  the  other  things  would  not 
be  noticed  much. 

"  Insist  that  forgiveness  of  sins  is  not  when  a  man  dies. 
It  is  for  ever  too  late  then  ;  but  it  is  when  he  helkves^  be- 
cause the  debt  was  all  paid  over  KSOO  years  ago. 

"  Tell  the  world  that  it  is  lost,  but  that  (xod  sent  Mis  Son 
to  save  it ;  that  the  work  for  our  salvation  is  all  done  since 
Jesus  died.  Oh!  that  they  would  o/^/y /m^^/c^^^/  If  they 
only  could  see  in  Jesus   what  I  see,  they  could  not  stay 


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away  another  inoment.  Indeed  it  is  not  left  for  man  to 
choose,  for  when  he  sees  Christ  he  earmot  refuse ;  lie  must 
<:oine,  and  he  must  love." 

He  called  the  night-^jfuard  and  said  :  *^  Oh  !  Air.  li.,  1  love 
you  :  I  do  love  you  so  much  that  1  wish  I  could  see  you 
restinc:  in  Christ  before' I  die." 

*^  I  have  determined  now  to  try  to  be  a  Christian,"  an- 
swered the  ijfuard. 

'"'  O  no  !  that  will  not  do  !  that  will  not  do  I"  he  replied. 
"God  wants  none  of  your  dtterminatio7i.  It  is  His  Son, 
Eternal  Life,  a  finished  redemption,  JL  offers  you.  Will 
vou  not  have  it?  Look  at  me.  Three  hours  more  and  I 
shall  hang,  and  yet  lam  the  happiest  man  living.  What 
do  yow  think  of  that?  Ts'nt  there  reality  in  Christ  ?  Is'nt 
it  a  reality  worth  having  ?  Look  at  that  man  !  (he  pointed 
to  me).  The  love  of  Christ  has  enabled  him  to  leave  the 
world  and  be  happy  in  such  a  place  as  this.  Is'iit  there 
reality  in  Christ?" 

Thus  he  pleaded,  and  after  a  while  he  said  to  me,  "  Let 
us  pray  for  Mr.  R.  May  be  the  Lord  will  show  him  what 
we  see." 

Often  he  would  take  both  my  hands  in  his,  stoop  a  little 
so  as  to  draw  his  face  close  to  mine,  and  then  would  sav  : 
"  We  are  two  sons  of  God,  two  members  of  the  body  of 
Christ,  two  brothers  in  Him  ;  is'nt  that  delightful  ?" — and 
so  saying  he  would  look  in  my  eyes  until  T  was  compelled 


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to  drop  my  eyelids.  Oh  !  that  face  !  how  dear  to  nie  !  it 
Btill  lives  I 

At  seven  oVlock  he  said,  "  Now,  Lord,  one  more  glance 
at  Thy  Word,  then  I  will  tie  up  the  Book  for  my  dear  mo- 
ther, and  I  go  to  Thee." 

After  he  had  arranged  every  thing  on  the  tahle,  lie  said 
to  me:  "  Now  8atan  is  assailini?  me." 

I  felt  afraid  of  this,  for  I  well  knew  that  Satan  eould  see 
he  would  soon  hv  out  of  his  reach,  so  I  could  but  silently 
pray  for  him.  In  about  four  or  live  minutes  he  said  :  '*  ft 
is  all  over.  I  airi  one  with  Christ,  and  Christ  is  one  with 
God.     God  is  my  Mft/ier^  and  Satan  is  at  my  feet." 

As  the  noise  of  fe(^t  and  voices  was  beijcinniniic  to  be  heard 
all  around,  lie  said  :  ''Soon  we  shall  l)e  surrouixled  by  peo- 
ple, so  let  me  bid  you  good-liy  as  i  wish  to;"  and  so  say- 
ing he  took  me  in  his  arms  jis  a  chihl,  kisse<l  me  over  and 
over  again,  i\\vu  let  u\v  go,  and  said:  ''  Vou  have  taught 
mt;  the  Tiuth  of  God,  and  lie  has  plucked  me  as  a  brand 
from  the  burning  to  ))«.'iie\e  it.  May  (to<1  bless  you  and 
ev(u*y  thing  you  do.  May  He  make  you  strong  to  j)reach 
the  same  things  to  many  more  till  Jesus  comes." 

VVliih^  he  spoke  the  cell  had  been  opened,  and  we  were 
asked  to  u'o  into  another  cell,  where  several  were  assetubled 
with  the  other  criminal. 

A  few  minutes  before  eiiiht  the  arms  of  both  were  tied 
to    asceml  to  the  gallows.     While  ho  was  being  tied   a 


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fihiver  peemed  to  pass  ovcrliim.     Our  eyes  met,  and  again 
his  smiling  face  was  turned  up  toward  Heaven. 

The  procession  moved  on,  but  as  he  was  a  little  behind 
I  held  him  by  the  sleeve  till  all  but  the  Turnkey  had  gone 
out,  and  I  kissed  him  for  the  last  time. 

A  few  minutes  after  he  was  *'out  of  the  body,  present 
with  the  Lord,"  and  1  returned  lionie  with  my  sorrow  and 
my  joy. 

PAUL  J.  LOIZEAUX. 

Kingston,  Canada, 
December,  1870. 


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